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I Wish I Hadn't Gone
by Kathy S. (kathyseroticstories@hotmail.com)

***

A fourteen year old girl is invited to a party along 
with her best friend; the invitation was from the 
friend's older cousin. The party turns out to be not 
what either girl expected; they are both repeatedly 
raped by a large number of black men over several 
hours. (M+/f-teens, ped, nc, rp, v, oral, anal, intr, 
preg)

***

Author Note: This story has a certain amount of dry 
humour attached to it; in no way is it just a run of 
the mill rape story, but has a certain realism about 
it.

***

I will begin my story by telling you a little about 
myself: My name is Gail and I come from an upper middle 
class family living in Solihul, just outside the city 
of Birmingham, England; at the time of my attack I was 
fourteen years old and would be fifteen in a months 
time. 

My parents were going away for a long weekend break; 
something they often did; leaving my brother Steve who 
is twenty two, my sister Iris, eighteen and myself to 
our own devices; I loved this because I could more or 
less do as I pleased, coming in late or even staying 
out all night at one of my friend's homes, anyway 
enough of my background.

It was Friday evening, the beginning of the Easter 
holidays and my friend Sarah, who is six months older 
than me at fifteen, and I, were going to a party her 
cousin Ann had told her about, she offered to take us 
with her. We often went to parties but they were mostly 
organized by friends, or people our own age group! This 
party however turned out to be entirely different. 

We got off the bus in this really run down area of 
Birmingham called Newtown, an odd name for a place that 
was so old and dilapidated, I had never been to this 
place before and didn't much like it. Ann led us along 
these old cobbled streets where most of the people we 
saw were black or Asian; it was beginning to get dark 
as we entered another street and as we chatted we could 
hear music in the distance, gradually getting louder as 
we approached the house with the party.

Outside the house were a few black men talking and 
laughing, I felt distinctly uneasy as we entered the 
house, someone squeezed my bum, making me jump forward 
against another man who grabbed me and kissed me on the 
lips, he laughed as I pulled away and followed Ann and 
Sarah into a back room; he and some other's followed in 
behind us blocking the doorway and any chance of 
escape. 

Two other men came up to Ann and kissed her, speaking 
to her by name as if they had known her for years; one 
of the men had his hand inside her blouse and was 
feeling her breasts, while the other man was asking 
her! "Who are your friends?" Above the sound of the 
music I thought I heard him ask! "Are they here for 
jig, jig?" I was stunned; it was common knowledge at 
the time that black people referred to sex as jig, jig; 
it was at this point that I felt someone's hand cupping 
and squeezing my left tit, I tried to pull away but I 
was being held firmly by the owner of the hand.

I looked at Sarah who was also being groped by two 
other men, she was struggling and I heard her tell them 
to get their dirty black hands off her; this brought 
laughter from some of the other's in the room. I was 
pulled to the side of the room and was given a bottle 
of bear and told to drink it; at the same time two men 
were rubbing up against me, one behind and one in 
front; sort of dancing to the music.

I had no option but to move my body along with them, 
but I was getting really scared now; my tits were being 
mauled and I could feel the hard bulges of the men 
pressing and rubbing against my arse and crotch. I was 
being forced to drink the bottle of bear; I had drank 
bear many times before, but this tasted awful; I later 
found out that it was doctored with rum. Other men were 
now continually kissing and touching me; hands were up 
my skirt feeling my vagina; I was struggling as best I 
could to stop them pulling my knickers down.

I was made to drink two more bottles of the horrible 
bear while it seemed everyone in the room was trying to 
feel me up, or snog me; making me gag as their tongues 
were forced into my mouth; the taste of their saliva 
and the smell of smoke and booze on their breath was 
sickening. I was trying frantically to search for Ann 
and Sarah in the room as men continued to molest me: I 
needed the toilet urgently! 

I was told it was upstairs and two men said they would 
show me; my head felt very woozy as I climbed the 
stairs, it must have been the drink. I looked into a 
room as I passed and saw two people having sex; it was 
Ann and one of the men she first spoke to; I was 
shocked, I had never seen anyone having sex before. I 
found myself being led into another room where I heard 
Sarah's voice coming from the bed: "No stop, please 
stop your hurting me, please don't do it any more." 
There were several men in the room laughing and egging 
the man on who I could see on top of her; he was raping 
her.

It seemed like a dream as I was led into another room 
followed by several more men! I suddenly realized they 
were stripping off my clothes; I began to struggle and 
scream but only got my face slapped so hard for my 
trouble it made my ears ring and my head spin. They had 
my blouse and bra off; I was struggling and crying; 
trying hard to fend off the hands grabbing at my tits, 
and to hold my skirt in place as they pulled at it; 
then it too was gone. 

I was dragged on to a smelly bed and held down hands 
were roaming all over my body; pulling at my tits, 
twisting my nipples; causing me to cry out with pain. 
My knickers were literally torn off me and hands were 
at my vagina; tearing at the sparse pubic hair that 
covered my mons! Fingers were trying to gain entrance; 
my labia being pulled apart; through my crying and 
pleading I heard an angry voice! "She's tight, the 
bitch is tight as a drum; I can't even get one finger 
in her." 

Someone climbed on top of me; I screamed; he lifted my 
legs up on to his shoulders and maneuvered himself into 
position! "I'll soon open her up; when I get my dick up 
her she'll stretch like an elastic band." I could feel 
him probing at my pussy, his cock trying to find my 
opening; then he was there; I felt the head of his cock 
pressing into my entrance; I screamed, "Nooo, No, stop, 
please don't." 

Then it happened! I pissed myself; before he could rape 
me I pissed all over his penis; he pulled back and 
because of the way my legs were up on his shoulders; I 
pissed right in his face and down the front of him; the 
room erupted with laughter and as he tried to escape 
the torrent of piss his friends held him in place until 
I stopped pissing; he was spluttering and spitting, 
trying to get my piss out of his mouth; he tried to 
punch me but the others stopped him and dragged him off 
me.

I lay there crying as the other men made fun of my 
would be rapist; I wasn't saved for long though! They 
pulled me further over on the bed away from the wet 
patch and another man got between my legs; I felt him 
probing for my entrance; he found it and pushed just 
inside; swiveling his hips so that his pr-cum would 
lubricate me a little. I screamed as he suddenly 
pressed forward and his cock hit against my hymen; he 
stayed still for what seemed an eternity, but was in 
fact only seconds. I pleaded with him! "Please don't do 
this to me, 'sobs', please don't rape me; I'm only 
fourteen; I-I'm still a virgin." 

He ignored my plea and pulled back a little; then 
thrust forward! I screamed at the top of my lungs as 
his cock burst through; tearing away my hymen; I kept 
on screaming but no sound came from my mouth; the pain 
was unbearable and I think I passed out just for a few 
seconds. I came too and he was thrusting himself in and 
out of me; after the initial agony and shock of losing 
my virginity, the pain became a little more bearable, I 
think the mixture of my blood and the mans own pre-cum 
made it easier for him to ride me. He began to move a 
lot faster, he was grunting and groaning; then he kept 
saying, "I'm going to cum, I'm going to cum." 

I came to my senses, realizing what he was going to do 
I screamed at him! "No... No... Don't, please... 
please... Don't, not inside me... I'll get pregnant?" 

It did no good; he pushed all the way into me and shot 
his load of spunk! 

"Agh... agh... oh god... that's great; I've just busted 
my first white cherry." 

I lay there beneath him crying softly, as his dick 
began to soften and then slip out of my vagina making a 
loud plopping sound.

As soon as the first man got off me another took his 
place and quickly rammed his stiff dick into my vagina; 
taking not a blind bit of notice to my pleading and 
begging him! "Please don't rape me." My head was jerked 
to one side making me cry out in pain; as my mouth 
opened a thick black cock was forced inside.

I tried to pull my head away and to close my mouth but 
only succeeded in biting and scraping the cock with my 
teeth; this brought a yell from the owner of the cock, 
who grabbed my cheeks and pressed them in painfully 
with his rough hands; he squeezed my nostrils together 
between his thumb and forefinger so I couldn't breath; 
he snarled at me, "You bite my prick again and I'll 
knock your fucking teeth down your throat; now suck it 
and make sure you swallow all my juice." 

I did as he said, even though the thickness of his dick 
was making my jaw hurt: While all this was taking 
place! The man fucking me was nearing his climax; I 
prayed he wouldn't cum inside me; my prayers weren't 
answered: he pushed right inside me and flooded my 
pussy with his spunk. Another man quickly took his 
place between my wide stretched legs and began fucking 
me! 

The cock in my mouth was jerking and sperm was being 
pumped down my throat; I started choking and gagging 
but my nostrils were again squeezed, forcing me to keep 
swallowing in order to gain a little air into my lungs; 
this also caused sperm to flow into my lungs.

My degradation continued for several hours, the only 
break I got was when I was desperate to use the toilet 
again, one of the men dragged me off the bed by my arm; 
I thought he would pull it out of its socket it hurt so 
much! "You better piss good we don't want you pissing 
on anyone else do we?" More laughter as the black man 
pushed me into the toilet; I sat on the seat sobbing 
and I could feel all the spunk running out of my 
vagina.

When I had finished I looked into the toilet bowl and 
saw a mixture of my blood and piss; also a lot of 
slimy, whitish spunk floating on the top: before I 
could even flush the toilet I was pulled out and into 
the room where I had seen Sarah being raped; she was 
still there on the bed; a man was fucking her really 
hard, and another had his cock in her mouth forcing her 
to suck it; she just lay there with her eyes closed 
letting them use her, without making any sound.

I was pushed face down on the smelly bed beside Sarah, 
sort of on my knees with my bum in the air, a man got 
on the bed behind me to shag me doggy style; although I 
had heard other girls talking about this sexual 
position, I assumed it was so the man could fuck a girl 
up her cunt; how wrong I was; he shoved his penis up my 
fanny and screwed me for a minute or two then withdrew 
it: I was utterly shocked when I felt the tip of his 
dick prodding at the entrance to my anus; I tried to 
pull away from him but he grabbed my hair, jerking my 
head back so hard I thought my neck would break!

"No... don't... stop it... you can't do it there, 
aghhhh don't... noooo.... please stop... aghhhh... 
aghhh... no stoppp... itssss hurting meee?" It was 
shear agony as he forced his cock past my tight 
sphincter; he stopped a moment; then he was pressing it 
into my arse again! "Agh, no... no... agh... don't... 
please God stop him... it... hurtsss...?" 

He stopped for another moment, then withdrew a little; 
I thought I was saved any more pain; wrong again! "Oh 
God nooo...don't, agh...stop... please...it's hurting 
me, aghhhh... ehhh... aaagh... take it out." 

He ignored my pleas; sliding his cock all the way into 
my arse until I felt his balls against my pussy; there 
was a lot of pain right inside my stomach; then he 
began fucking me; in and out, in and out, in and out, 
it seemed to last hours, but was probably only a minute 
or so before he grunted and came inside my bum; he 
began to soften and slowly withdrew his cock from my 
arse; it felt like I was having a really stiff shit! 

"Fuck you; you dirty cunt; you've shit on my dick!" He 
shouted slapping me on my arse a few times as hard as 
he could! More laughter from the other men: Even though 
it hurt I began to laugh uncontrollably; I must have 
seen the funny side of it. I just stayed where I was I 
think I was in a sort of shocked state; he got off the 
bed and muttering about what a dirty bastard I was and 
wiped my shit off his dick on the curtains. 

Immediately another man took his place and was shoving 
his big black cock up my arse; I tried to pull away, 
but he had a much easier job to get into me because of 
the spunk deposited by the first man who had bummed me. 
Another man was kneeling in front of me now, telling me 
to open my mouth and to suck his prick; automatically 
my mouth opened to accept the smelly, foul tasting 
penis and I began sucking; it was all I could do to 
stop myself from gagging and throwing up; the taste and 
smell was awful. 

The man up my arse was really ramming his dick into me, 
although it slid in and out more easily due to the 
sperm inside my bum, it was still very painful. Without 
warning my mouth was filling up with slimy horrible 
tasting spunk; the prick in my mouth was jerking and 
spewing its load; again I was being forced to swallow 
it as my nostrils were squeezed together; the prick 
finished spurting and quickly softened, slipping from 
my mouth; I began coughing and spitting, trying to get 
as much of the spunk out of my mouth as I could.

The man fucking my bum pulled out, he lay on his back 
and ordered me to straddle him, which I did; he 
positioned his cock at the entrance to my anus and 
ordered me to slide down; it slid easily up my bum and 
I raised myself up and down as he told me to; I was 
effectively riding him. The position I was in was 
facing away from him, another man got on the bed in 
front of me; I thought he wanted his dick sucked! I was 
wrong! 

"Lay back: lay flat on top of him." 

I was pulled backwards by the man up my bum whose dick 
was forced into me as fare as it could possibly go, his 
arms were wrapped around me tightly so that I couldn't 
move my arms; I didn't know what the man in front of me 
was going to do! I soon found out as he positioned 
himself on top of me! 

"Please don'tttt... please you can't do this to meee... 
aaagh... stop aaaagh your hurting meeee!" He was 
forcing his cock into my vagina but was struggling 
because of the tightness!

"Stop, arrrgh stopppp... it's hurting me... arrrgh... 
arrrgh... please noooo, take iiit ooout!" I begged.

The pain was unbearable as his cock drove deeper inside 
me; I felt something give inside my vagina and he 
pressed home; completely filling me. He began his in 
and out rhythm as he shagged me; despite my screams; he 
fucked me harder and harder. The pain in my bum was 
excruciating; the owner of the cock groaned, saying how 
tight it was in there! "I'm going to cum; ugh I'm 
coming, I'm... coming up her arse... ohhh sweet Jesus 
my prick's bursting!" 

I don't know if I felt his ejaculation or not; the pain 
in my bum and vagina was so intense. The man on top of 
me was gasping and panting! "I'm coming... I'm... 
coming... ohhh man I'm... filling her up."

After a while his cock softened and he withdrew from 
me; there was a loud sucking sound as his dick plopped 
out; followed by a load of spunk and blood which ran 
down the crack of my arse and onto the balls of the man 
in my bum. The pressure in my arse eased, and as I 
lifted myself up off the man under me my bowels opened; 
not only expressing his cock but a load of diarrhea and 
sperm that he had just deposited inside me. 

There was laughter and cat calls from the other men in 
the room as they took the piss out of him! He yelled! 
"You bastard; you dirty fucking bastard... you've shit 
all over me; I'll fucking kill you." He punched me in 
the back of my head knocking me sideways off the bed; 
everything went black as I lost consciousness.

My ordeal was over; as I came round I found Ann wiping 
my face with a wet rag; Sarah was sitting on the edge 
of the bed weeping; her head in her hands, rocking back 
and forth; she was fully dressed! "I'm so sorry; oh God 
I'm so... so... sorry; I didn't know this would 
happen." Ann was saying; over and over again. "How can 
you ever forgive me for this?" 

It was a while before I realized where I was! "What's 
wrong? What's happened to me?" I mumbled; I tried to 
sit up. "Aghhh, ehhh, oh God it hurts." 

"Where does it hurt Gail, tell me where it hurts?" Ann 
asked, as she struggled to lift me into a sitting 
position on the bed! "My bottom, my vagina and my 
breasts; all over my body but mainly there." I groaned. 
"Please Ann what's happened to me; tell me what is 
wrong with me?" 

She began to cry! "It's my fault, I brought you here; I 
should never have let you come, but Sarah kept asking 
me to; I didn't know they would rape you." sobs "Please 
Gail, please forgive me?" 

It was a lot to take in at that moment so I said 
nothing. Ann fetched a pan of water and soap and an old 
tee shirt and cleaned me up as best she could; 
including my vagina and bottom which was caked in shit. 
When I had dressed we all went downstairs, there were 
two men in the front room; as we were leaving one 
handed Ann a five pound note and told her to get a taxi 
home; he asked if we were; "Ok?" the other man laughed 
and said sarcastically! "Come back anytime."

***

Ann took us to my house, we knew my brother and sister 
would most likely be out and we could clean ourselves 
up properly. I looked at the clock on the mantelshelf 
it was 3-10pm Saturday afternoon: we had been at that 
horrible house since the evening before. As I was 
taking a shower it all started to come back to me: my 
first fear on entering the house; seeing Ann enjoying 
being fucked by a black man; Sarah screaming as she was 
being raped; my own ordeal as I too was repeatedly 
raped by so many different men. 

The pain and anguish as my virginity was torn away: the 
horror and pain as they used my vagina, mouth and 
bottom repeatedly: the agony as my vagina and bottom 
were raped at the same time: stretching and tearing 
both. I was crying but suddenly I was laughing 
hysterically. Ann and Sarah rushed into the bathroom.

"What's wrong? What's wrong? Are you alright?" They 
both asked worriedly. My laughter subsided to just 
giggling! "I just remembered, ha, ha, ha; I pissed all 
over one of them, hee, hee, hee, in his mouth and all 
over him, ha, ha, ha, he, he, he, and I shit all over 
another one when he bummed me, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha." 

We were laughing hysterically now, even Sarah; who had 
hardly said a thing since we had left the house in 
Newtown. Ann made a cup of tea as Sarah showered, then 
she looked at my vagina and anus to see if there was 
much damage, it turned out to be just minor tearing of 
both, Ann said it should heal up if I used Savlon or 
some other anti-bacterial cream, apart from that I had 
no other damage, except for bruising to my tits and 
between my thighs, these would soon clear up, in the 
meantime I could hide them. 

***

The next couple of week's I spent worrying myself sick 
in cases I had gotten pregnant; my period never came; I 
told Sarah! Hers never came either. We hadn't told our 
parents what had happened to us in the house at 
Newtown; it had taken a lot of cajoling from Ann to 
keep it quiet; she said that! "Everyone will blame me," 
she said. "All our friend's, family and neighbor's 
would find out and they wouldn't want to know us 
anymore." 

Sarah and I thought long and hard about what Ann was 
saying? It was her fault; she had taken us to that 
horrible house; telling us there would be a party 
there. Ann had mentioned that her boy friend was black; 
I suppose Sarah and I had been a little exited at the 
thought of seeing Ann with a black man. 

It was 1963 and there was still a lot of prejudice from 
white people towards the black population; white girls 
were frowned upon if they were seen out with black men. 
"After all you did go there voluntarily; nobody forced 
you to go did they?" Said Ann. "How was I to know they 
were all going to fuck you? I didn't, did I?" 

The following month my period came, I don't know why I 
missed the last one, unless it was to do with the 
terrible beating that my insides took from my gang 
rape. Sarah was not so lucky; she missed again! When 
she didn't show the following month it was obvious she 
was pregnant! My heart went out to her. Sarah told her 
parents that the baby was going to be black.

"I got drunk when I went to a party and some black 
bloke took me into a bedroom: I didn't want to do it 
but he made me: I tried to stop him but he was too big 
and strong; he just pulled my knickers down, got on top 
of me and did it to me!" Her father was furious. "You 
mean to tell me that some nigger you don't even know 
raped you; got you in the family way and you couldn't 
stop him?" 

"Please daddy I did try but he wouldn't stop! I begged 
him to pull it out but he wouldn't; he came inside me 
and said I would have his baby! Now I am: I'm so 
sorry." 

After the baby was born she was immediately placed for 
adoption.

Sarah and I are still good friends more than forty 
years later! She married and had two more lovely 
children; I am godparent to both. I myself remained a 
spinster! Not that I couldn't have married; I had 
several proposals from my many men friend's over the 
years. I had not been put off sex by my ordeal; I just 
enjoyed the single life.

***

I have written this story exactly as it was recounted 
to me by one of my patients a few years ago; the only 
things I have changed is some of the wording, and 
language so as to spice it up a little for the readers. 
I did gain full permission to write this story from the 
person who endured this horrific ordeal. In no way do I 
condone the actions and events that were forced upon 
this poor unfortunate woman.

I would very much appreciate any positive; or indeed 
negative feedback from any of the readers who take time 
to read this story; thanking you in advance.

Kathy S.

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The author does not condone child abuse, this story is
meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting
out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to
many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a 
fellow convict in their local prison.
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