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(Mb+/g, ped, 1st, inc) *** This Diary is the property of Sally Straw PRIVATE! KEEP OUT! May 5: Dear Diary, I’m ten today! Can you believe it? I don’t feel any different and I sure don’t look different. I’m almost done with fourth grade. I’m so sick of Mrs. Beaner that I can’t stand it any more. Fifth grade should be so much cooler. I hope I start to ‘develop’ before then. I think I’d like to have a boyfriend y’know? May 15: Dear Diary, I’m soooo jealous! Tammy Winter is starting to grow boobs already. And of course she had to make sure everybody in school saw them. She was wearing a t-shirt that I swear was about four sizes too small and she spent all day sticking her chest out. Of course all the boys were staring at her all day too. They’re so disgusting. I bet she’s going to need a bra before the end of summer. This sucks. May 17: Dear Diary, this sucks! Mom and Dad just told me that they’re shipping me off to HICKSVILLE UNTIL THE MIDDLE OF JULY!! My stupid Aunt Jane and Uncle Jack live on a dumb farm in NEBRASKA. I mean, the last time I saw them I was like, 5. My cousin, Jack, is already like 13 or something but he was a total dweeb from what I remember. Now I’m not going to be able to hang out with my friends, swim, or anything else all summer long. I’m going to be stuck on that stupid farm and have to do CHORES! My parents hate me. My life sucks. May 20: Dear Diary, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! That part is really cool. But things still suck. Billy Cruise finally said HI to me! He is soooo cute. He even said we should hang out together some this summer! And I’m getting sent off to NEBRASKA instead. Now he’s going to hang out with that slut Tammy Winter instead, I know it and I’m going to be totally nobody next year. May 25: Dear Diary, I need to write more. I should be able to this summer since I’m not going to be doing anything else – assuming I don’t die from all the stupid farm chores I have to do from sunrise to sunset all day long. Maybe I’ll still have enough energy to write. May 28: Dear Diary, Well, I’ve arrived in HICKSVILLE. This place is freaking HUGE. I swear we were driving through the farm for an hour before we got to the house. And my cousin is a stone FOX! This might not be all bad. There are horses I can learn to ride, lots of cats, and a swimming hole too! Maybe Jack will want to hang out some. Aunt Jane and Uncle Jack seem pretty cool too. I’ve got my own room and the chores I have to do don’t sound too bad. May 29: Dear Diary, OMG, they wake up freaking EARLY here! It wasn’t even daylight yet and Uncle Jack was knocking on my door. I had to get up, make my bed, and then sweep the whole house and of COURSE everyone tracked in a ton of dirt when they came in from their chores so I had to do it all again this afternoon. And I got stuck doing the dishes too, which is really gross – everyone’s half-chewed food all over their plates. NASTY! June 1: Dear Diary, I don’t think I’ll ever get used to getting up this early. Still, once everything is swept and cleaned, I get the day to myself. Cousin Jack is incredibly hot. We haven’t gotten to talk much yet though – he’s been doing all sorts of really hard work on the farm. He has to feed all the animals (there are horses, cows, chickens, and even some pigs!) and he gets to DRIVE! There are a couple of old trucks and a tractor that he gets to drive when he’s doing his chores. He said he’d take me for a ride some time – I’d like to ride HIM! OMG I can’t believe I just wrote that! I’m so nasty! J June 2: Dear Diary, I got to meet a boy who’s my age today. His name is Johnny and he lives next door – which is about as far away as the next county out here. Still, he seems pretty nice and we had fun talking about all sorts of stuff. He’s kinda cute too, but nowhere near as good looking as Jack. He’s got really light blonde hair and really pretty blue eyes and a really nice smile. He says he’s Swedish and his last name is Johansson, so I guess that must be right. I think my name is English or something lame like that. Anyway, we talked a lot today. When I got home, Jack was finishing his chores and he said he might take me SWIMMING tomorrow! I wish I had a two-piece suit. This one-piece looks like something a five year old would wear. June 3: Dear Diary, OMG! OMG! OMG! Jack is so totally hot I cannot believe it! We got done with our chores early today and we got to go swimming! I got changed into my (totally lame!) swimsuit and put my shorts and a t-shirt on over it and Jack and I walked down to the swimming hole. It’s about two miles away – and is STILL on his farm! It’s set back in these woods and it’s about the size of a couple of swimming pools put together, but kinda shallow. It gets to about 5’ in the very middle, but it’s hard to tell ‘cause the water is kinda muddy. Anyway, we got down there and put our towels down and Jack asked me if I had my suit on – I told him I did and he kinda laughed and said that when it was just him and his friends they SKINNY-DIPPED! I think I blushed ‘cause he told me not to worry that he had on a swimsuit and laughed. I thought I was going to die. I wonder what he looks like naked? I bet his thing is really big – he’s got great muscles too and hair on his legs! Janey told me that she saw her brother’s thing once and she said it was HUGE and had hair on it and everything. I bet it looks like a boy-dog’s or something. That would be kinda gross though. If anyone reads this I am SO going to die. Anyway, he was wearing Jams, which looked really hot on him. You could kinda see where his thing was and his butt is totally cute. So we were swimming and splashing and stuff, and I found the deep part and went under – I was so surprised! I came up spluttering and went right back down again and all of a sudden Jack was there and he grabbed me and pulled me up next to him. It was almost like we were hugging. Anyway, I wrapped my legs around him so I could get some air, and he just held me like that. It was sooooo cool. I wonder if that’s what sex is like? He’s so strong – God I wonder if he’d ever kiss me? I don’t even know how to kiss! Anyway, after he held me for a little bit, I felt something hard poking me in the butt – I think it was his thing! I got so embarrassed that I got down and everything, and then I wanted to see if you know, there was a bulge or something, but he wouldn’t get out of the water for a bit. I think it was. Wouldn’t that be cool if I made his thing get hard? I bet that looks cool. June 4: Dear Diary, I didn’t get to see Jack today, but Johnny and I got to hang out all day. I met his parents and saw his farm – which is about as big as Uncle Jack’s. There’s all this corn they plant everywhere. We played tag and hide and seek and stuff, which was cool. I told him about the swimming hole and he knows about it – I guess he swims there sometimes so he’s going to come over tomorrow and we’re going to swim together. I wish it was Jack again. L I wonder if Jack would Skinny Dip with me? I don’t know if I could – I’d probably die of embarrassment and I’m so undeveloped it’s just awful. Maybe Johnny would! Ha! Ha! June 5: Dear Diary, You are NOT going to believe this. I have no idea what got into me. I got to see Johnny Johansson naked and I let him see ME naked. I am so going to curl up and die. We went swimming like I said yesterday, right? Well, we were splashing around a bit and I thought it would be funny to you know, kinda pull his swimsuit down some. The string broke and they came right down his legs! We were only in up to our knees and there I am staring RIGHT AT HIS THING! OMG, It looks so cool, but it was SMALL! And there was this little bag of skin kinda tucked under his thing. Anyway, he just stood there! I thought he’d pull them up right away or something, but he just asked "So? You wanted to see it, what do you think?" I don’t even know what I think! I said something like, "Pretty cool." ‘cause it was. That was the first one I’ve ever seen! And he just said "Well aren’t you going to take yours off? We can skinny-dip." I told him "Yeah, right." And he said "Hey, you’re the one who pulled MY pants off – it’s only fair I get to see you too." That seemed right, so why not, right? So I did! I took my swimsuit off and was standing there bare naked in front of him! He tossed his up on the bank, so I did too and we went back to swimming. That was weird, but after a couple of minutes, I kinda forgot we were naked. We played around a lot and splashed each other and stuff and then we got our stuff back on. I watched him get dressed – it was cool. I know he watched me get dressed. I wonder what he thought? I wonder what it feels like? I bet Jack’s is bigger and I bet it looks a lot cooler. June 6: Dear Diary, I went skinny-dipping with Johnny again today. We stayed out about 3 HOURS too! AND I GOT MY FIRST KISS! It sure wasn’t what I expected – and it was way cooler than I thought it would be. Anyway, we met up this afternoon to go swimming again and when we got to the swimming hole Johnny just said "Do you even want to bother with swimsuits? I like swimming naked a lot better." I didn’t say anything so he just started stripping down. All of a sudden, he was naked again. Wow guys look cool naked. His thing looked bigger today too. So he’s just staring at me and says "Well? Or are you going to be a sissy and keep your suit on? It’s not like I haven’t seen you naked." That made sense, so I took my clothes off. It felt really weird with him just staring at me the whole time. No one’s ever seen me naked before – well other than him for a little bit yesterday – and here he is just watching me. He didn’t say anything either. I was wondering if he thought I looked weird or ugly or something. But we swam for a while and we were splashing around and stuff and all of a sudden he grabbed me and just kinda held me. He looked at me and I just knew he was going to kiss me – sure enough, he kinda leaned in and BASHED MY NOSE! LOL! We kinda turned our heads and then he did it – he kissed me. His lips were so warm and soft and WOW! I didn’t know what to do or anything, but we just kinda stood there with him holding me and our lips touching. I’m glad he was holding me, ‘cause I think I woulda fallen over it felt so good. After a little bit he kinda leaned back and told me he thought I was really pretty. WOW! Then he kissed me AGAIN! And he said I was a good kisser. I told him I thought he was too, but he was my FIRST KISS EVER! And he said he’d kissed a few girls but I was the best. Then I remembered we were NAKED! I was standing there bare naked with a bare naked boy kissing me! Sure wasn’t what I thought it would be! LOL But it was nice. Anyway, We played around a bit more – and he kissed me a BUNCH more! I love looking at his thing when he stands there. It bounces around a lot when he runs or stuff. I wonder what it feels like? I’d think it would just get in the way when they run. I wonder what it would be like to kiss Jack? Anyway, we got dressed and went home. Talk about an adventure! June 7: Dear Diary, I AM IN HEAVEN!!!! I got to hang out with Jack today ALL day! I followed him around the farm and helped with his chores. He’s REALLY strong! He can move these big bales of hay and all this heavy food and stuff that I can’t even lift. He is Sooooo sexy too. I wish it were HIM that kissed me and was naked with me and stuff. Johnny is pretty cool, but Jack is just awesome. Anyway, we talked a lot. He told me that he doesn’t have a girlfriend – he used to, but he dumped her because she was a ‘tease’. I thought he really doesn’t like people poking fun at him or something and told him that she was probably just being funny and he laughed and said "Not that kinda tease." So I asked him what he meant and he looked at me all funny and stuff and then he asked "Do you know what a cock is?" I said, "Sure, it’s a boy chicken." He laughed and then told me that it’s another word for a GUY’S THING! He said that it’s called a dick too. And then he said that his girlfriend would do stuff with him, but never let him ‘get off’. I had to ask what that meant and he just shrugged and said that it meant coming – And before I could even ask he said that when a guy gets really excited with a girl that he really likes, his dick shoots white stuff out the end!!! He said it feels really good and his ex-girlfriend would let him get really excited and then not let him shoot his stuff, so that made her a cock teaser. I told him I thought that was really unfair and that she didn’t sound very nice. He said that’s why he dumped her. I told him that I wouldn’t ever be a tease. I sure wouldn’t with Jack – I’d let him do anything he wanted to. I think I’d even let him stick his thing – his dick – up inside me. That would be really weird. I wonder how people really do that? What does it feel like? Johnny’s thing seems pretty big to me, I bet Jack’s is even bigger – Would it really fit inside me? Would he ever even want to? I think the white stuff is the stuff that makes babies inside a girl. June 8: Dear Diary, We had a really big thunderstorm last night – it was SCARY! Lightning was everywhere and the thunder was just booming constantly. I got so scared I went over to Jack’s room to talk with him even though it was after midnight. He was really cool and let me in. Here’s the really cool part – I started to get into bed with him and he told me that I shouldn’t because HE SLEEPS NAKED! OMG! I said that I was so scared I didn’t MIND!! So I just hopped into bed with him, even though I didn’t really get to see anything. He was so sweet! He just held me and we talked and talked while the storm was going on. He was stroking my hair too, and that felt sooo nice. I wanted to just spend the night right there, but when I started getting sleepy, he – you are not going to believe this – KISSED ME!!!!! And he told me that I should get back to my room. He is SUCH a good kisser! I thought I was going to pass out, even though it was just a short little kiss. If anybody reads this I am so going to kill myself. Anyway, right after he kissed me, I started getting SO wet down there it’s not even funny. I got out of his bed really fast so that I didn’t make him think I just wet the bed or something! I hope he kisses me again. June 9: Dear Diary, I think I’m finally starting to develop!!!! The other night after Jack kissed me I went back to my bed and. Please God don’t ever let anyone read this! I kinda touched myself down there, pretending it was Jack. It felt so good! I even started to rub my chest some you know? And my boobs felt REALLY sensitive and they felt kinda puffy. I think they’re starting to grow! So anyway, this morning in the shower, I was washing down there and I’m sure I felt some hair! I spent all day with Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane. We drove into town and shopped for a whole bunch of stuff. I was kinda bummed as I was hoping to spend more time with Jack. June 10: Dear Diary, Another boring day. It rained all day today so we stayed in the house and did chores around the house and played cards and stuff. June 11: Dear Diary, I snuck into Jack’s room again last night. He just smiled and told me to wait a second – he got out of bed and he was NAKED! I could barely see, but his thing – his dick – is HUGE! And it’s got hair all over it and everything! He pulled on some sweatpants really fast, and then we snuck out to the hay barn. We stayed out there for a couple of hours just talking and stuff. That was the most romantic thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life! He was sitting behind me and I was sitting between his legs and his arms were wrapped around me to keep me warm. I wish I could spend forever like that. He even kissed me again – a REAL kiss this time! – just before we went back into our rooms. I love Jack!!! We didn’t do much of anything again today. Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane had all sorts of chores for us to do, so I didn’t even get to see Johnny today. June 12: Dear Diary, Jack is just so easy to talk to – I want to marry him. We snuck out into the barn again last night and just talked. He asked me if I had a boyfriend and I said no, nobody was interested (Johnny doesn’t count). He said he couldn’t believe that and said that he thought I was PRETTY!!! I said that I didn’t think so, and he gave me the longest, sexiest kiss ever! I was TOTALLY wet down there when he finished and I KNOW his dick was hard – I could see the bulge in his sweatpants! It was H U G E! There is no way that would ever fit inside someone. I wish I could really see it some time. Anyway, when I went back to bed, I rubbed myself again. That is so embarrassing, but it feels soo good! I wish Jack would touch me like that, but he’d probably think it was gross. Anyway, Johnny came over again today, but we didn’t go swimming. We just hung around the house and talked a lot. He’s really nice. If I weren’t in love with Jack, I think I’d be in love with him. He’s cute too. But Jack is just WOW! Nothing really interesting happened all day today though. What could top last night? June 13: Dear Diary, This has been the best summer EVER! You are NOT going to believe this, but I got to touch a guy’s dick! It was Johnny’s (I wish it was Jack’s!), but it is the coolest thing in the world. Here’s how it happened – Johnny came over again today and we went swimming – naked as always. That is just so cool. I hang out naked with a guy! Anyway, we got a little cold so we got out to lie in the grass in the sun and warm up. His thing looked really small – a lot smaller than it looked before we went swimming, and I asked him why it did that. He said that guys’ dicks always shrunk when they got cold – I thought that was pretty cool. So, I’m kinda leaning up on one elbow just staring at his dick – I can’t believe I did that! He asked me if I wanted to touch it! So I just reached over and grabbed it! Well, not like hard or anything. It’s SOFT! It feels almost silky, and warm. I asked him what that little bag was under his dick and he said it was his ‘balls’ – or ‘nuts’. I’ve always heard that if you kick a guy in the nuts it really hurts, now I know why! There’s these little hard balls inside that are really sensitive. If you squeeze ‘em too hard or if you kick ‘em, it HURTS. Now here’s the really cool part – IT GOT HARD! After I checked out his balls, I went back to his dick. It’s got this little cap on the end like a hat, and a little slit in the end – he said guys pee out of that. Yuck! But the long part under the cap is so smooth and soft and warm – I was just kinda running my hand up and down it and all of a sudden it started to just get big! I couldn’t believe it. He had his eyes closed – I looked! So I just held it and it got all big and stiff and HARD. Sort of – the skin was still really soft, but the inside was like a rock. It gets really HOT too. I think I played with his dick for about ten minutes – I kept wondering if he was going to shoot white stuff, but I guess he doesn’t like me like that or something, ‘cause nothing happened. He started moaning and stuff, so I stopped – I thought I was hurting him. He said it felt really good though. Right about then, I figured we had to get back before someone came looking for us. June 14: Dear Diary, Jack and I spend an hour or two out in the barn talking almost every night – I think I like that part of the day best. I just sit between his legs and lean against his chest and he holds me and we talk about everything. He’s just so wonderful. I can ask him anything and he doesn’t laugh – well not like a mean laugh – or anything and he’ll always answer me. I love Jack. I love Jack. I love Jack. Jack And Sally – That sounds nice, doesn’t it? I wish I could get him to love me too. Tomorrow is going to be boring. We’re all going to some auction or something stupid like that. June 15: Dear Diary, Long boring day today. TOTALLY AMAZING NIGHT LAST NIGHT! I think guys’ dicks are the coolest things in the world – I’ve seen TWO now – and touched two too! I wonder how many I’ll see in my whole life? I’m going to collect dicks, I think. I’ll keep count of like, how many I’ve seen, and how many I’ve touched. And guess what? I think Jack loves me too! HE SHOT WHITE STUFF!!! We were out in the barn talking again, I think it was like midnight or something. But we were just talking and he was holding me like always, and all of a sudden, I could feel his thing getting hard behind me! I kinda pushed my back onto it so I could see what it felt like, and he sorta squirmed. So I just flat out asked him – He’s so easy to talk to, I figured he wouldn’t get angry or anything. I said, "Is that your dick?" He said it was, and I pushed back on it again and asked him if it was getting hard. He said "Yah, sorry. I can’t really help it." I told him "I don’t mind. Is it really big?" (It felt huge!) He asked me if I wanted to see it! So I said I did and – he just stood up and pulled off his sweatpants! There it was – My god it is just the most beautiful thing in the world. His nuts are really, really big – especially compared to Johnny’s, and they’ve got hair all over them. His dick was sticking way up in the air, I swear it’s got to be almost 4", maybe 5" long and like an inch across! And it’s got hair all around the bottom of it and up on his tummy and it bobs a little bit too. It’s a really dark color, like purple almost or a deep red. Johnny’s just looks like the rest of him. So I asked him if I could touch it and he said I could! I am SO in heaven! I just started feeling it all over – the hair is crinkly and scratchy, but it’s cool. It’s kinda weird too, ‘cause Jack has brown hair but the hair down there was black. Anyway, his nuts are HEAVY too. Jack was just watching me touch him all over down there and he asked me if I wanted to make him feel really good – Well DUH! So I said, sure! He told me to wrap my hand around his dick and just kinda move it up and down. It was really, really cool. His thing is hot, and the soft skin just sorta slides up and down along the really hard part – but you have to be careful. If my hand slips up it rubs the little cap part too hard and he said that hurts. So I’m just sliding my hand up and down his dick and he’s moaning and telling me how good it feels. He’s moving his hips like he’s trying to push his dick into my hand and all of a sudden he says – really loud, almost a shout – "Oh Sally! I’m COMING!" and his dick got even BIGGER, and I saw his nuts sort of suck up like they were trying to go up in his tummy, and I could feel this, like tube or something on the bottom start pulsing and then here it comes! White stuff! The first little bit kinda flew out and hit me on my arm and then it just like, dribbled out. It’s really, really thick and sticky but it smells really, really good. Strong, but good – it made me even wetter down there and I was already really wet from playing with Jack’s dick. He shot out about 10 or 15 shots and it got all over my hand and was really slippery too which is weird. So he’s just sort of panting and he tells me to stop, that it’s so sensitive after he comes that he can’t stand it. I stopped and was looking at his stuff on my hand – I didn’t know what to do with it! He smiled at me and grabbed an old rag and wiped my hand and my arm off and gave me the best kiss I’ve ever had – not that I’ve had a lot, but this was incredible! He said that his girlfriend never did that for him – he called it ‘jacking him off’ – I thought that was funny ‘cause his name is Jack – and that maybe he should think about having ME as his girlfriend! He said he was really tired so we went back to bed – I rubbed myself again and pretended it was Jack. I hope I get to do that to him more. June 16: Dear Diary, More storms all day today, so we all just hung around the house. Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane were up really late so I didn’t even get to see Jack in the barn last night. L June 17: Dear Diary, Where do I start?? Last night Jack let me jack him off again – and he shot more white stuff on me! He even FRENCH KISSED ME!!! He loves me! He loves me! He loves me!!! We went to bed right after that – he says that when a guy comes (that’s what he means when a guy shoots his white stuff) it’s really tiring. But he gave me this really long kiss, and all of a sudden I felt his tongue pushing into my mouth. I didn’t know what to do, so I just opened my mouth and swoosh! Here his tongue is in my mouth! It is the most amazing feeling in the world, he was like, stroking my tongue with his and we bumped teeth a bunch, but I didn’t mind…I was so wet, and so turned on. It’s probably a good thing we went to bed because I’d let him do anything he wanted to me. I don’t care if he puts a baby in me with his thing, even. This has been the best summer of my life! We spent all day and most of the afternoon doing chores, but when we got done, I went over to Johnny’s house and we played out in the cornfields. That was cool – We got way out in the fields and the corn is tall enough that if you crouch down a bit you just disappear. We played hide and seek and had a great time. When we were kinda tired, Johnny asked me if I would play with his dick again and I said SURE! I wanted to see HIM shoot white stuff – but like I said, maybe he doesn’t like me like that. SO anyway, right there in the field, he just pulls his pants and his underpants down. I swear, guys’ dicks look different every single day. They feel so good though – I love touching them – they’re so silky and soft and then when they get hard it is the coolest thing in the world. It’s a totally amazing feeling, them getting all hard in your hand. So I start playing with his dick and He’s moaning and stuff, so I figure I’ll jack him off and see if he squirts – So I start rubbing his dick up and down and he tells me that it’s wonderful and amazing and he can’t believe it. I thought he was going to squirt because his nuts sort of sucked up like Jack’s did before he shot his stuff and he was pushing his dick into my hand and stuff and then he sorta stopped and he just shuddered. And he told me that I should stop, but no white stuff. L Anyway, what a great day!! I’m going to get ready for bed so I can go out to the barn with Jack in a couple of hours. I hope Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane go to bed soon. June 18: Dear Diary, I KNOW JACK LOVES ME!!! Today was boring, nothing happened, but last night I think I died and went to heaven. We snuck out to the barn again and we talked for a bit – I told Jack how much I loved talking with him and how I thought he was the coolest guy in the world, and he gives me this wonderful kiss and even frenched me again! My panties were so wet I felt like I’d peed myself. Anyway, all of a sudden, I feel him start to unbutton my nightshirt! (I sleep in an old dress-shirt of my Dad’s). He doesn’t even stop kissing me – really fast he had it all the way unbuttoned and he starts rubbing his hand on my tummy. Oh my GOD that felt good! I felt like I was just getting a little shock every time he moved his hand. And he was just petting my tummy and he slid his hand up and put it RIGHT ON MY BOOB! Well, what there is of one. But it’s so sensitive! And he was just really softly petting my nipple. I had to stop kissing him because I couldn’t get my breath, right? And while I’m trying to get so I can breathe again, I almost died. He put his mouth right on my nipple and started to suck!!!!!! I wonder if that’s what it feels like with a baby? God, if it is, I want to have a dozen! I just started stroking his hair and he was moving his tongue all over my nipple and my little boob and oh my GOD – My panties were pretty well dripping by now. I thought I was going to explode! He stopped, and asked me if I’d jack him off again and I said oh YEAH! So he pulls his sweatpants off and I start rubbing his dick – and then I got an idea, I started rubbing HIS tummy with my other hand! He really seemed to like that, he was moaning a lot and sure enough, here it comes! I love watching him squirt – His dick gets bigger and his nuts get all tight and small and then it starts twitching and throbbing and gets even hotter. I think his stuff is really cool too. So anyway, we went to bed right after that and I put on new panties after I rubbed myself down there again. Tomorrow we leave for some place in Kansas for 3 days for some sort of farm thing. That’s going to suck. I won’t get to see Johnny and I won’t be able to play with Jack either. L June 22: Dear Diary, We’re back from Kansas – Finally. It’s really late and we’re all going to bed. No Jack tonight. L June 23: Dear Diary, Jack wasn’t feeling well last night, so we didn’t talk at all.L Today though, I went swimming with Johnny again and the coolest thing in the world happened! So, I figure I’m going to get to play with Johnny’s dick again, like always. We were naked, of course, and when we got out of the swimming hole, we were laying on the grass. So I reach over and start playing with his dick, right? He sits up on his elbows and asks me if he can see me down there. I’m like, "Can’t you see me now?" And he went "Not really. I can just see a little bit. Can I really get a good look?" I asked, "How?" And he said, "just spread your legs and let me look at you up close." So I DID! Wow, that felt really weird. I’m just laying there with my legs open and he gets right down between my thighs – I was a little scared. But he just looks, and then he put his hand out and started just petting me there, almost like I do when I rub myself down there. Oh MAN. He started out on the outside and I knew I was getting really wet – and sure enough, he started petting the inside – he touched my little bump a couple of times and I had to tell him to stop because that was so sensitive it hurt a little bit. But anyway, he keeps rubbing lower and lower and lower, and I’m just squirming because it feels so good. And all of a sudden, he’s right at my girl-hole. Oh WOW! He’s just rubbing and then I felt him start trying to push his finger in me!! I told him to stop right then – I’ve never pushed anything up in me. I don’t even know what would happen, so he stopped, which I thought was nice, and he went back to rubbing all over – and it was feeling better and better and better and then I popped! I think that’s a come for girls, but it felt soo good! I was just moving my hips all over and I couldn’t catch my breath or anything. When I finally got my breath, we got dressed and headed back home. I didn’t even get to play with his dick. Maybe he’ll do that to me again. Maybe JACK will! June 24: Dear Diary, I don’t even know where to start. I thought it felt good when Johnny was touching me down there, but last night!!!!! Jack and I were out in the barn talking again, just about school and different people we know and like and stuff. Anyway, he’s rubbing my hair and I feel him start to get hard again – I’m hoping I’m going to get to jack him off. I haven’t gotten him to shoot in like a week! But he kinda coaxes me up on the hay next to him and we’re kissing again, and he’s taking my shirt off again – all the way off this time! And the he’s kissing my nipples again. Oh I like that! But while he’s kissing my boobs – HE STARTS TAKING MY PANTIES OFF!! I SO wanted him to do that. Johnny’s seen me naked a lot, but Jack never has – I hoped he wasn’t going to laugh or think I was some little kid or something, but he slipped them right off me and I was naked! So I thought he’d want to touch me like Johnny did, but instead, he started kissing my tummy. That was even nicer than when he petted me there – and I feel his hand kinda go down in between my thighs and he pushes my legs open, right? But then he gets in between them – I was so scared. I didn’t know if he was going to try to put his thing in me or what – it’s so big! But he just kept kissing my tummy, lower and lower – and then he kissed me RIGHT DOWN THERE! Oh. My. God. He wouldn’t stop. I kinda jumped when he first kissed me there – and then he was licking too! I think I had a come right there, but he kept licking. All over! Inside, outside, up and down – he licked my girl-hole a few times, even though I was so wet – I was even wetter now! I just kept popping off and lights were going off in my head and then – You are not going to believe this. I felt him PUSH HIS TONGUE UP INSIDE ME! He was pushing it in and out and I thought I was going to faint – I just kept having come after come after come and I finally managed to tell him to stop, that I couldn’t stand it any more. I don’t think I’ll ever feel anything that good again in my entire life. Now comes a really cool part – I know how to give blowjobs! When I finally got my breath back enough, I sat up and kissed Jack as best as I could – and I was holding him and just feeling how warm he was, and I put my hand on his dick and he asked me if I knew what one was – I didn’t of course. So he said he’d teach me if I wanted to learn how to make him feel as good as he made me feel. DUH! Of course I do! So anyway, he had me get between HIS legs like he did mine, and his thing was right in front of my face! It smells really, I dunno, sorta spicy hot. He tells me to just put my mouth on his dick and suck it like it’s a tootsie-pop (why do they call it a blowjob when you suck?). That just seemed weird, but I figured I’d give it a try, so I sort of tasted it a little first with my tongue. It’s smooth, and salty, and really hot. So I kinda sucked the little cap part into my mouth. It feels SOOOOOO COOL! I put as much of his dick into my mouth as I could and then figured I should lick, like a tootsie-pop like Jack said. I kinda moved my tongue around a little bit and then I felt his dick get all big and that little tube start throbbing and he grabbed my head!!! He was pushing his dick into my mouth really hard. I got SO scared because it was hard to breathe and all of a sudden I felt his white stuff shooting into my mouth! I didn’t know what to do, so I just started swallowing and he yelled my name really loud! And sure enough, he just kept squirting. It’s really, really hot and salty, but it tastes good too. The really funny part is after he stopped squirting, he FELL OVER! LOL He just fell backwards and his dick popped out of my mouth. He laughed at me and kissed me again and we went back to bed. So, when Johnny came over this afternoon and we went swimming, I figured I’d do that to him and see if he’d squirt his white stuff. His dick feels a lot different in my mouth than Jack’s. It’s a lot easier to suck on because it’s smaller – I can get all of his dick in there. I sucked for a little bit and sure enough, he started pushing his dick into my mouth with his hips, and then just kinda sagged. No white stuff though. L June 25: Dear Diary, What a day!! The best yet!! Last night was wonderful too!!!!! We snuck out to the barn again, and Jack licked me all over and he layed on top of me – it was so nice. I wanted him to do it to me, but I didn’t want to say anything – I’m so scared! What if it hurts? What if he doesn’t want to? Anyway, he licked me between my legs again until I thought I was going to die, and I gave him a blowjob – I found out you have to be careful of your teeth too. He even said he loved me!!!!!! We went back to his room and we lay in HIS BED NAKED TOGETHER!!! I wish I could have stayed there. But I went back to my room – so we all did our chores and stuff and Johnny came over again. And guess what? I almost lost my virginity!! I’ve had a guy’s dick touch me between my legs now! And WOW! Okay – here’s how it happened. We went skinny dipping like always even though we got a late start. So we get out of the swimming hole and Johnny asks me if I’ll play with his thing again, right? I love doing that so I start playing with him and he gets hard. His thing is so much smaller than Jack’s, it’s really cute! It’s different too, so it’s just as much fun to play with, but I ask him why he doesn’t shoot white stuff? Doesn’t he like me? He told me that he thought that wasn’t it and that he just needed something different to shoot. So I said what? And he said he thought if he could stick his dick up in me, he’d shoot! I told him that I wasn’t going to let him stick his dick in me – I would maybe, but not right now, you know? But I didn’t tell HIM that! That’s a little scary. I’d let JACK do it, but I dunno about Johnny yet. Anyway, he asked if he could just rub it around on the outside down there. So I figured, why not? I said "Just don’t try to stick it in, OK?" and he said he wouldn’t. So I spread my legs as wide as I can and he kinda scoots up close to me. It looked really strange, but really cool too – I could see his dick bouncing around right close to me down there – it was a little scary too. He reaches down and grabs his dick and then he touched it to me, right on my little bump! I jumped about six feet! It was so soft, but hard, and hot and smooth and WOW! He kinda slid the little cap part down my slit – I was really, really wet so it was really slippery. And then he slid it back up – he did that a bunch of times and it was feeling SOOOO good. He even rubbed it around my girl-hole too – that was really scary but that felt better than almost anything. Sure enough, after a little bit, I felt him put his dick right there – it was just sitting there at the opening to my girl-hole. I could feel it kinda jumping every now and again – it felt really nice, but then I could feel him start to push it in!!! I could feel my lips spreading around his dick and this, I dunno, almost a pinch and a lot of pressure. I told him to stop it and scooted back really quick. He apologized and I said we should go, so we got dressed and left. It felt really, really good. I wish Jack would do that – I don’t think I’d stop him. I might not stop Johnny the next time either, it felt so good. Jack’s so big – Maybe I should let Johnny do it to kinda test it out, you know? Then let Jack do it. I dunno, maybe not. Not yet, anyway. June 26: Dear Diary, I want to marry Jack. We did our usual last night – except when we got naked, we lay together in the hay for a while and just touched each other. I could feel Jack’s dick rubbing on my tummy and just above my slit – I thought about asking him to rub me with it down there, but I know he’d stick it in me and I would let him too. I wonder if he’d squirt his white stuff in me and make a baby if we did? I don’t think I’d mind. Anyway, we talked for a while and then he licked me until I screamed – I was afraid I was going to wake up Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane! And then I gave him a blowjob – I learned how to make it last a long time! When his nuts start pulling up, I stop! LOL He didn’t like that! So I just kissed his thighs and waited a little bit and then went back to sucking. I did that like three times and then let him squirt in my mouth. I love him so much. I’m really bummed because he’s spending tonight at a neighbor’s farm to help them with some farm thing. L June 27: Dear Diary, I’m not a virgin! I’m not a virgin any more at all! I didn’t even plan it – but it’s the most amazing, wonderful thing in the world! God I am so glad that I came to Nebraska this summer!! I went over to Johnny’s today and we went out to play in one of their old hay barns. It was so pretty with the swallows flying overhead and just this lazy sun streaming in. Crickets chrip even in the daytime. So we were playing hide and seek and tag and stuff, and towards the end, I hid up in the hayloft and he finally found me up there. He kissed me and asked me if he could rub his dick on me again. I thought that would be fun, so I said OK. Sure enough, we got naked – I still love watching him undress. His thing is so cute! It was hard before he even pulled his underwear down too! LOL That has to be in the way when it does that. But I lay back on the hay and he got between my legs and he was rubbing all over again. It feels so silky when he does that – It was so nice, just sliding around and up and down my slit and every now and again, he’d just press it against my girl-hole. It was so warm and so soft I just love it! So, he stops with it pressing right THERE and asks me if he can put it in me just a little bit. I asked, "How much is a little bit?" And he said, "Maybe just the tip?" That didn’t sound like much so I said, "Okay, but if I tell you to pull it out you have to right away." So he starts pushing – I didn’t think it was going to go in. It kinda hurt some and there was this sting like someone gave me a really hard pinch and then POP! Oh my GOD! I couldn’t believe it! I could feel him INSIDE OF ME! I felt... so Full. Not like I ate too much full, just like I was full down there – but only a little bit of me. It was HOT too – like it was almost on fire. So I kinda propped myself up on my elbows and looked down between my legs and I could SEE IT! His dick was pushed up inside me! Most of his dick was still outside, but wow! That looked so cool! My lips were all wrapped around him and it just disappeared inside me. He asked me, "Is that OK?" and I said, "It feels kinda funny, but it’s nice too. Just don’t squirt your stuff in me, OK? I don’t want to have a baby." And he said "Okay. I don’t know how to anyway. Can I push it in a little bit more?" So I asked "How far?" And he said "Can I do half?" So I told him to try it slowly – and he did. It felt SO weird! He just started slipping his dick up in me. Oh WOW that feels good. It’s like this wonderful hot spear going up inside me. It sort of hurt a bit but then after a second, it felt really good. It sort of slithers as it goes in. And all of a sudden, I can feel his tummy right flat on mine – the very bottom of his dick hit my little bump! And I said "HEY! You said half!" ‘cause I could tell he had put it ALL up in me! So he said, "I’m sorry! I couldn’t tell how far it was in you – Is it OK?" I thought about it, and it felt so good – he was filling me up and it f elt so good! It was moving inside me too, just a little bit, just kinda a little twitch every second or so. I kinda moved around a bit ‘cause it felt a little too pressury – I put my legs up in the air and around his waist and then I felt his nuts hit my bottom! That was really weird, but I liked the whole thing, so I said it was OK, and I kinda hugged him. It felt like I had just swallowed all of him – He was all wrapped up in my arms and legs and his dick was way up inside me! He’s breathing really hard and then he asked me "Can I move it around a bit?" "Like how?" "Um, I dunno, up and down a little?" "What?" So he said, "Like this." And started pulling it out!! That felt kind weird – ‘cause then I felt empty and then he pushed it back IN! WOW! That felt really REALLY good! But I knew what he wanted, so I said, "You mean, like doing it for real?" "I guess so. But not all the way, maybe only 20 or 30 times?" That seemed cool, so I told him to go ahead. LOL! We forgot to keep count. He starts pushing his dick in and out of me and I can feel his nuts hitting my bottom (which tickled!) and the bottom of his dick is hitting my bump and it feels so good! Anyway, after just a little bit he pushed it into me really really far and kinda twitched a lot. But that was all. I asked him if he put his white stuff in me, and he said he didn’t think so. So he pulled his dick out of me – it was all wet and shiny and had a little red stuff on it too. He said he didn’t see any white stuff, so I guess it’s OK. So, we kissed a few times and I told him, "We just did it, didn’t we? You fucked me!" and he said, "Yeah, I guess so!" Wow!! That is so totally cool. I think I want to do it again. I know I want Jack to do it to me! I won’t even care if he puts his stuff in me to try to make a baby. Then we’d get married, and we could maybe get a farm of our own. He totally knows how to do all this farm stuff, so we could live there and raise the baby and stuff. Johnny’s going away to camp in a couple of days, and I’m going home in like two weeks. I’m really glad we got to do this first – I’m going to miss him a lot. L June 28: Dear Diary, I MIGHT HAVE JACK’S BABY!!!! This is so incredible!! I am beyond happy! So, last night, Jack and I snuck up into the barn again, right? And I so want to taste his dick, so while we’re laying there in the hay, I just kneel down and suck his dick into my mouth. I love the way he tastes! But he tells me to stop!! I thought I had done something wrong – I was so scared! But he just kissed me and told me to kinda lay on my tummy on the hay bale. I didn’t really know what he meant, so he finally had me so I was laying across it, with my hands on one side and my legs on the other and my bottom sticking up in the air. That felt weird! LOL But he came up behind me, right? I looked over my shoulder to see what he was doing? And he starts rubbing my back with his hands and then I feel his dick RIGHT AT MY GIRL HOLE! Oh, I wanted him to put it inside me! I still was a little sore and stretched out from having Johnny’s dick inside me but I wanted JACK! And he grabbed my hips and then he started pushing it into me! HE IS HUGE! He is so much bigger than Johnny I thought I was going to split in two! And it kept going and going and filling me up and sliding and pushing and – WOW! Then I felt his tummy hit my bottom – and he was in me ALL THE WAY! I even tried pushing back at him to get him in a little bit more – He felt so good. It hurt a little because I was so stretched out so far up! But I wanted him there. Then he kinda lay on my back. His weight felt good even though he was kinda pushing me into the hay and my nipples were really getting tickled with the hay. Then he started pushing his dick in and out of me really fast, and OH MY GOD! I thought something was wrong. Every time he slid his dick into me all of a sudden it was like I was going off! Lights were going off in my head and I couldn’t hear anything but Jack and I couldn’t breathe and I could feel my insides twitching and squeezing at Jack’s dick and I was just shaking and crying and nothing could feel that good, ever. Then it happened. I couldn’t believe it – See, I could feel this really hot, hard, long, smooth dick way up in my tummy, and then he pushed it WAAAYYY up inside me – and then I could feel this, like really hot water coming out of it. I was still trying to stop going off from him pushing it in and out and after a couple of spurts of this hot stuff way up inside my tummy I realized he WAS SHOOTING HIS WHITE STUFF INSIDE ME! Jack was trying to put a baby in me! I popped bigger than I ever have before! I screamed, I think, and I just fainted! When I woke back up, Jack was still inside me but he was just stroking my hair and calling my name really softly – It felt so good!! I started crying and he was all worried until I told him that it was so wonderful and I loved him so much! He even said he loved me! Then he started DOING IT AGAIN! In and out and in and out – I didn’t think I could go off again, but sure enough I did a whole bunch of times – especially when he squirted again! They weren’t as crazy as the first time, but wow! I GOT LAID! LOL So anyway, Jack pulls his dick out of me and we just lay there in the hay and kissed and touched each other over and over again until we almost fell asleep! So we went back to our rooms. That is so unfair, I want to sleep with Jack. June 29: Dear Diary, Last night Jack and I went to the barn again – We did it again, too. TWICE! Not like last time though. We talked for a while and then we just took our clothes off and lay down in the hay. He is so sexy! He was kissing me and he started sucking on my boobs again – that just sends tingles all up and down my back. While he’s doing that, I feel him trying to get in between my legs, so I just opened up for him! I spread my legs just as wide as I could and he lay on top of me, kinda like Johnny did the other day. He stopped kissing my chest and started frenching me and then I felt him start pushing his dick up into me. I was still a little sore, but I wanted him inside of me – It’s just the best feeling in the world. He went so slowly and carefully it felt almost better than our first time! I could feel his dick just sliding slowly into me, spreading me open and wriggling around inside of my tummy. I wonder how far up it really goes? He’s so big, I don’t know where it all goes! Once he got it all the way in me, he stopped kissing me and looked down between our legs, so I did too – I had to sit up a little bit to see, but there he was – It looks so cool with his hair all tickly down there. I wish I had some too. Well, more than the little bit that I’ve got now, anyway. But I could see where we were like, just one person. My lips were spread open really far and his big dick was just slipped up inside. I lay back again and he started pushing his dick in and out and it’s making all these weird, wet, like squishing sounds! It felt really different from when he fucked me last night, but it was still nice. Just not as nice as when he was in me from behind. I tried to put my legs around his hips like I did with Johnny, but he was pushing so hard and fast that I couldn’t really, so I just pulled my knees way up so I was waaaaay open. He looks so CUTE when he’s doing it to me too. He closes his eyes and had his head all thrown back with his mouth open – I think sex must feel better for boys than for girls but WOW! It feels so good for me it’s got to be just amazing for them! I felt really, really nice, but I didn’t feel like I was going to pop or anything. That was kinda nice too though, because I could pay attention to what it felt like. I love it when he pushes it up into me the most. It feels like he’s leaving, almost, when he’s pulling it out. And then he pushes it back in again and everything is all warm and full again! I can feel all the little bumps and stuff on his dick too. Sometimes when he pushes it up in me, it does this sort of jump thing that just feels GREAT! And then I felt him get all big again and he groaned really loud and yelled my name and Whoosh! Here comes the white stuff! I love that feeling, it's this extra-hot dampness that just spreads inside me. Just knowing that Jack’s trying to make a baby in me is almost enough to make me go off right there! I never thought anyone would love me like that. So anyway, when he finished shooting, he pulled his dick out of me. I hate that part. But we lay there and talked for a little bit and he asked me if I wanted to try it a different way! I said sure, so he lay on HIS back and told me to sit on his hips. So I did, and it was so funny! I’m sitting there looking up at him and his dick’s just sticking straight up in the air! It looked like I had a dick! I started petting it, because I love the feel so much. He told me to kinda lift myself up and then sit on his dick! That seemed really weird to me, but I gave it a try. I had to fiddle around a bit, and I kept having to move his dick with my hand but eventually I figured it out. So I started just lowering myself onto his dick – that felt different!! My muscles were all tight from sitting up in the air like that so it was really, really tight, and I was like, dripping wetness all over him. But I finally got him all the way up in me and was just enjoying having his dick filling me up when all of a sudden, he starts rubbing me down there! WOW!!! Oh, MAN that felt good! Then he tells me to move up and down on his dick – I can do that best when I put my hands on his chest and push off, but I can do it when I’m laying flat on him, or even sitting straight up! But I like it best when he’s playing with me down there while I’m going up and down. I LOVE doing it like this! I think I like it the way we did it first best, but this is second best. I’m afraid I got his tummy and his legs really, really wet – and when I went off, I’m sure I just drenched him, poor Jack! Even cooler, right after I popped, I felt him squirt more wet stuff up inside me! What’s kinda nasty is when he pulls his dick out, a lot of his stuff sort of leaks out of me – I’m still spread wide open from having him in me and it takes a while for everything to close up down there. I want it all to stay there! Anyway, I got to fuck Johnny again too! He’s so cute. He’s just a little kid, but he’s still fun to do it with. He leaves for camp tomorrow, so I went over to his house to play and say good-bye. We didn’t have a lot of time because he had to finish packing, so that sort of sucked. We went out into the cornfield again and played for a while and then he asked if he could stick his dick in me again one last time before he left. I figured, why not? I wanted him to do it to me like Jack did that first time anyway. I think I really freaked him out. I just pulled my shorts and panties off and got on all fours and put my bottom up in the air! He was just standing there looking at me so I told him to get his pants down and stick it in me! I think he was really surprised. He did though – His little dick was all hard and sticking up as soon as he pulled his pants down. I sorta giggled because he didn’t even take them all the way off – he just pulled them down to his ankles and he almost fell over trying to get between my legs! But he got on me and Oh, there it was! All soft, and smooth and small – that was really nice because I was still kinda sore! My poor little hole hasn’t ever had anything up inside it and now I’ve had two guys’ dicks in and out of it all these times in the past couple of days! He sure isn’t as good at fucking as Jack is. It still feels wonderful though – I could feel him bumping that same spot that Jack does and I started popping off – just not as big as I did with Jack. Johnny was so funny though – while he was sliding it in and out of me, he was like, squeaking! It does seem to take him a little longer to do his come thing than Jack though He pumped his dick in and out of me for like, two minutes or something before he shoved it all the way in me and it got all big and twitchy. Still no white stuff though. Poor Johnny! Anyway, we kissed and got dressed and stuff, and we said good-bye. We’re going to write and stuff too. June 30: Went to the barn with Jack again last night, but we didn’t do it. I was too sore! So we just lay in the hay – naked! – and held each other and talked. I gave him a blowjob though because I didn’t want to be a cock tease! He’s so sweet. I love laying up there and listening to the crickets sing in the corn and the wind just sighing through the barn, and holding Jack. I love putting my head on his chest and listening to his heart beating. OH! And I’m not going to have his baby. L L L I asked him if he thought he put a baby in my tummy any of the times he had squirted in me and he told me that he thought I was too young. He said that girls have to get their first period before they can have a baby. I hope I get mine like tomorrow!! July 1: Only two weeks left! And Jack had to go work at this other farm for THREE DAYS! That totally completely sucks! Johnny’s at camp and Jack’s gone. I spent a lot of time talking with Aunt Jane though – she’s pretty cool. I even asked her stuff about periods and she told me all about them. Mom’s never told me about that stuff yet. They sound pretty gross. July 4: JACK IS BACK!!! He got back today and we all went out for fireworks and had a wonderful time! I got to sneak in a kiss when no one was looking too. He was totally tired out though, so we’re not going to the barn tonight. That’s OK – I’m just glad he’s back! He was telling me about all the jobs he had to do at this other farm – He needs to come live with us in the city!! July 5: Tonight I’m going to do it to Jack! Tonight I’m going to do it to Jack! Who cares about anything else? July 6: WOW! Last night was WONDERFUL!! We waited until everyone was asleep and snuck out to the barn and Jack just attacked me! He almost tore my nightshirt off and almost ripped my panties! WOW! He’s STRONG! He grabbed me and flipped me onto the hay bale and WHAM! He just shoved his big old dick up into me really fast – I almost yelled. It hurt a little bit but WOW! He must really love me to get that crazy in only three days! Then he was just slamming himself into me really, really fast and I could feel his dick sliding over that lovely spot inside of me and all the fireworks were going off in my head and then there was this HUGE GUSH of his white stuff all over my insides! It just kept coming and coming and coming – I felt like I was going to overflow! I wish it would make a baby in me. L He finished squirting and was just laying on my back panting and he told me again that he loved me!!!!! We thought we heard someone up in the house, so we snuck back into our rooms really fast and quietly. I wanted him to do it to me again though. July 7: Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane stayed up really late last night so we didn’t get to do anything. And today was pretty boring. We just stayed around the house doing chores while Uncle Jack and Jack were out doing some bug thing or something. July 8: I am SO screwed. I think I’m going to kill myself. Last night, Jack and I snuck out into the barn again – I had to have him inside of me again! We started out just holding each other and cuddling – he’s so wonderful! Anyway, I wanted him to do it to me so badly, I just kinda rolled onto my back and spread my legs and pushed him so he’d get on top of me. He was so sweet – He was kissing me and rubbing his dick up and down my slit with just his hips! He was holding both my hands over my head and then I felt him start to push himself into me. He went soooo slowly it was so nice! He got all the way in me and just started fucking me slowly. Really slow in, and really slow out and then all over again. It felt, I dunno, not as wild as the other night but still wonderful. Anyway, he started speeding up and all those squishing noises were starting up again and he’s grunting and I’m holding him close to me and just loving feeling him pushing in and out of me, and then I feel him start to squirt his stuff in me – He’s all super-big and hot and just jumping up inside me which has got to be the best feeling in the whole world and I’m loving it and I hear, "UNCLE JACK! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!" He yells, "Holy SHIT!" Jack is still squirting his stuff in me and I’m laying there stark naked with Jack buried all the way in me! Anyway, Uncle Jack grabbed Jack and pulled him off me, so now I’m laying there spread wide open with Jack’s stuff leaking out of me and Uncle Jack – Aunt Jane is there too, but she wasn’t saying anything, she just had her hand over her mouth the whole time – is yelling at Jack and calling him all sorts of names and stuff. Jack wasn’t saying anything, which I think was pretty smart. It’s not like we could say we weren’t doing it – His dick was all soft and shiny and sticky with my wetness and I felt really bad for him. Anyway, after a couple of minutes of screaming, Uncle Jack sent us both back to our rooms and said that if he caught either one of us anywhere near the other one he was going to skin us. I think he meant it. July 10: I leave for home day after tomorrow. I think that can’t be soon enough for Uncle Jack and Aunt Jane. They said they’re going to have to tell my parents and everything. They gave us both this long speech about how it’s so wrong for cousins to have sex, and it was wrong for Jack to take advantage of me – and I tried to tell them that I wanted him to! They wouldn’t even really let us talk. They just yelled at us about how wrong it was and how we were sick to even think about it and how we were too young – especially me – and how we couldn’t really even understand what we were doing and all this crap. Then I got sent to my room for the entire rest of the day and Jack had to do chores all day! July 11: Home tomorrow. My parents are going to kill me. Today was a little better. Aunt Jane and I got to talk for a while and she told me that she understood those ‘urges’. I guess she had a really huge crush on HER cousin when she was my age but they never did anything. She said that I was too young to have to worry about any ‘consequences’ but that I should never do anything like that again until I was married. As IF! I LOVE guys’ dicks! I wonder what Billy Cruise’s looks like? I bet I could get him to do it to me. I bet if I gave him a blowjob, he’d forget all about Tammy Winter too. He’d be another one for my collection! Assuming I’m still alive after my parents find out. July 12: My parents didn’t kill me! My dad, I think, was too shocked to really say anything. My MOM actually laughed! She said that I’d probably live through it and that she’d just have to keep an eye on me from then on to keep me out of trouble. What do you know about that? July 13: Home again! My mom and I had a great talk – She told me that she was always horny as hell as a kid too, and that she lost HER virginity when she was 12 to a neighbor boy. She said that I probably got it from her and that I needed to be careful. She told me about all these really horrible diseases you can get from sex and condoms and babies and all this sex stuff – She knows some really cool stuff! I told her a lot about what I did with Jack (I didn’t tell her about Johnny!) and she explained a lot of it to me. My parents are a lot cooler than I thought! I can’t wait to go see Billy. And a few other boys too. If they’re still virgins, I can’t get a disease from them you know? And I want to see what THEIR dicks look like. END *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 37