("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._ `6_ 6 ) `-. ( ).`-.__.`) (_Y_.)' ._ ) `._ `. ``-..-' _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,' (((' (((-((('' (((( K R I S T E N' S C O L L E C T I O N _________________________________________ WARNING! This text file contains sexually explicit material. If you do not wish to read this type of literature, or you are under age, PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!! _________________________________________ Scroll down to view text -------------------------------------------------------- This work is copyrighted to the author © 2007. Please don't remove the author information or make any changes to this story. All rights reserved. Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Struggle by Babygirl212224 (address withheld) *** The First struggle between Master and slave. (Mdom/F, nc, rp, oral, anal, bd, ws) *** It was after 2 am and all she cared about was going home. She had just spend the last six hours in what had to be one of the top ten worst dates of her life. As the cab pulled into her driveway she dug in her purse to pay the driver, handed the money to him and before he could say thank you she was out the door. When she walked in the door to her apartment she threw her overnight bag on a kitchen chair and proceeded to go to the living room to relax and check her email. She had hoped there would be one from her Master, they always made her feel at ease. There wasn't an email from him and even though it was 3 am she decided to see which of her friends were on line. To her surprise her Master showed on, she thought maybe he fell asleep with his comp on but decided to try and say hello anyway. He answered back and her heart skipped a beat. After some discussion he said he would be over. He was concerned, since he had had a few drinks, that it might be more intense then how they normally played, if she would be able to handle it. The only concern on her part was if he would ever hit her closed fisted out of anger. She had been down that road too many times with her vanilla boyfriends. He asked what would happen if he put her face in the toilet for punishment, she simply stated that to her that would show no respect for her and that would be the end of their relationship period. He knew how she was with personal hygiene, she asked him if he would ever do that, he replied no never. Before they stopped chatting and he was to be on his way over he gave her his usual orders to be filled out before his arrival. Her usual dress, which was just a thong and a butt plug already in place, plus the usual toys that they played with out and ready for him to use, but this time he wanted rope tied to each corner of the bed for her arms and legs. So far with their play they had only done some breast bondage, so this was new for them, and it excited her. He also wanted her to do something for him as soon as he walked through the door without him having to say a thing, he wanted her to eat his ass, of course she agreed, she knew he enjoyed it. Before he left he asked her one more time no matter how intense it got if she would be able to handle it, she said yes, then he was off line and on his way. She raced to get everything perfect for him, and just as she finished she heard his footsteps on the stairs, then the knock. She took one last deep breath and opened the door. Before opening the door all the way she took a quick glance to make sure it was him. There he stood with that same somber look on his face as there always was. She was always amazed at how this much younger, tall, blue eyed, blond man, could probably have anybody he chose, yet he chose her. As soon as the door closed behind him she started unbuttoning his shorts and removing them. He started to say something about the way she looked but she cut him off by telling him to be quiet that he wasn't supposed to say anything. She knew he was in a mood and that she would pay for speaking to him like that, but she was in a mood also, and would take any punishment he put on her. Her buttons would not be the only ones being pushed tonight. Normally she tried her best for him, but it had been awhile since they had been together and her craving had grown strong. She finished taking off his shorts and underwear and placed them beside the bed while he remained at the door. When she returned his back was facing her she grabbed the wet wash cloth she got ready before his arrival and cleaned his ass. After she was satisfied that it was clean enough she got on her knees and with both hands spread his cheeks and started to lick around his ass, then moved her tongue from top to bottom. He mouth made a circle around his hole and sucked on it, he told her to tongue it like she had before and she did. She wanted to jerk him off at the same time that her tongue was moving and in out so she reached around and started to move her hand up and down with the same rhythm as her tongue. He asked her if she had been given permission to do so, which she hadn't so she with drew her hand from his hard shaft. After only a moment he asked her if she liked that and she replied that she did. He then gave her permission to do so. After a few minutes of this her knees were hurting so badly that she knew she could not give him the full concentration that he deserved or wanted to give him, so she told him she had to get off her knees the kitchen floor was too hard on her. He let her stand but before she could head into the bedroom he had her pinned up against the wall. He grabbed both of her nipples really hard and pulled harder than he has before making her bite her lip to hold back the scream. She instinctively went on her tip toes then placed her heels back on the floor, which he told her to get back to her tip toes. When he asked her again and pulled harder still, 'Do you still think you can handle it tonight, no matter how intense it gets?' She could not respond from the he pain he was inflicting on her breasts. And he asked that question a number of times before and she had already answered him over and over again. She hated it when he made her question her own answers and put doubt in her mind, she wanted to say 'You think I can not handle what you can dish out, bring it on' But she knew better and just laid her head on his chest and said yes sir. To her surprise he then comforted her and placed both hands on her cheeks and told her that he would never ever hit her with closed fists on her face or anywhere out of anger her cared for her too much. On the way into the bedroom he told her how beautiful she looked and told her to lean over the bed for him to examine her. She did as she was told and kept her hands flat on the bed she did not have to be told to do this, it was something that she had to do every time, unless she had to use them to serve him that was where he wanted them to be, and if for some reason she moved them or lifted them off of the bed she would be punished. She separated her legs for him, and he moved her thong out of the way so he could feel her wetness and to check and make sure she had the plug in place. Then he asked her how many times she had had sex. When they had first started to have sessions they had discussed their arrangement. It was decided that she could have sex with other men as much as she wanted but he would be the only one she would call sir. She has never wavered from this and let the other men aware that she does have a doom and that she would never ever call any of them sir or master. She asked him what he wanted to know, for example how many different men or how many times and the time frame. He replied in the last week with whom and how often and where they were from. And he got up on the bed and lay beside her, as she wondered why the interest now. But she told him what he wanted to hear, there had been a few in the last week, but went into detail on what she did with each whether vaginal or anal or just oral or all three. When she mentioned how far they had come to see her he said that they do come from far away. She wondered what he would think if he knew that there are even some that travel five hours to spend time with her and she has had offers to move to Rome and other places. And before she knew better she mumbled something under her breath, which he could not quite make out and asked what she had said. She tried to tell him nothing but he would not let it go until she told him. 'You will be upset with me but fine I will tell you. Yes they come from far but you only live 15 minutes away and still you can not make it over for two to three weeks.' She was aware that his job monopolized most of his time and she could accept that. But it did not change how she felt. When they first started months ago it was a once a week thing for them, now it seems like every two to three weeks and just email or message right before he wanted to meet. She was beginning to think she had to beg for attention her craving and desire to be controlled was very strong. She often wondered if she was the one for him, even though on many occasions he said that she was his favorite subbie and other complimentary things to her. She waited for him to blow up but to her surprise he placed his arm around her and asked if it would be okay if he came over just for quick visits in-between there sessions if that would make her feel better. She agreed to this. He then told her to get a glass from the kitchen, she knew what he wanted her to do, they had just discussed it before and he knew she would have a very hard time with it. It was time for her to urinate for him. It was a control issue for him but to her it would be impossible, for as long as she can remember she has not even been able to go to the bathroom anywhere if she thought that someone might hear her, and even though she has lived with a couple of men over her last forty years not one of them has been allowed in the bathroom when she was in there. Plus when she is sexually aroused which she always was when he was around, it was virtually impossible to go. She tried to explain this to him but he would not listen to her and just kept repeating it. He then asked if it would be easier to do it without the plug in her ass, she said yes, then he told her she could remove it. As she did she said again that she would not be able to do it. He was getting frustrated with her avoidance and told her one last time to get a glass. She mumbled on her way to the kitchen about him not listening to her, and as she did she looked behind her and there he was coming up. Shit! she thought and tried to get away, but he grabbed her by the hair and threw her over the kitchen counter. With her being held down with one hand he started going through her cupboards, what are you looking for? she asked, but she knew and then he found something in a drawer, a wooden spoon. Then the first blow struck her ass with a sting, then the next. It hurt so bad she tried to move but his powerful arm was too strong for her, she begged him to stop that it hurt too much. He simply told her if she did not stop moving and shut up that it would continue. So she held her breath and took what he thought reasonable for her disobedience. When he finally stopped her ass was on fire, he pulled out a kitchen chair for her to sit on, she did as she was told without question this time. He asked if it hurt to sit, she thought yes of course it does but told him the coolness from the wood felt good on her ass. He stood in front of her with his erect cock just inches from her face. He gave her permission to suck it. Grateful she took it in her mouth. It was comforting for her to have it there, and as she pleased him the pain started subsiding from her ass. after a few minutes he removed it from her mouth and told her to get the glass one more time. This time she did without question. As they made their way back into the bedroom fear and panic started to set in again. He got back on her bed and sat there, while she turned her back to him and got on her knees and placed the glass between her legs. She tried relaxing and taking deep breaths but it was not helping she knew he was watching her every movement. She let out a scream from frustration and pounded her fist into the nightstand that was beside her. She wanted to please him more than anything but felt her chest tighten and was having a hard time breathing. As tears started to well up in her eyes she bowed her head in shame. That was when he got off the bed and knelt beside her. He wrapped his strong arms around her and told her to look at him. He had to repeat this order over she did not want to see the disappointment in his face. He told her that it was just him and that he loved her. That was the first time he uttered those words to her, she then looked at him. she was trying to figure out if he meant them or if it was just because he had a few drinks earlier that evening. She had not been able to smell any alcohol on his breath and he had not acted any different than he normally did. He then kissed her and in that moment everything else disappeared. Again he repeated that it was just him there and that she could do it for him. With that he got back on the bed and she placed the glass between her legs. It felt like forever to her and every now and then he would say something encouraging to her. Finally a little came out but ran down her legs, this was not good she thought. She could not hit the cup and he said to move it but she knew that when she bent down to move it that would not help because her pussy moved when she reached down. she tried to make light of the situation to ease some of the stress, thinking that it would help her relax. She looked at him and he still had that somber look on his face. She asked if his friends ever seen his smile or humor he replied yes of course. She told him that she never has and it would be nice every once in a while to know he had a sense of humor. He told her again to move the cup she simply stated that a little help would be appreciated because she did not know which way to move it, it was not like she had eyes down there to tell which way she was missing it. Then she heard him laugh not much but a little. And she felt him move the glass for her. He told her to try again and a little more came out and then she tried with everything she had to get the last of it out and she did. she told him there was no more. He told her she did good and took the glass for her out to the kitchen. when he came back he told her to get back on the bed. She felt dirty with the urine down her leg and on the floor, she asked permission to clean it up first and herself. He allowed her to do this, and she thanked him, and while she was cleaning she looked at him and said, 'The next time we do it in the kitchen or else you clean it up.' She looked at him with a smile and to her surprise he laughed. This was the first time she had ever seen him laugh and his smile lit up his face. When she returned from putting the soiled rags in the garbage and washing herself up he was standing beside the bed. For her reward for doing what she was told he allowed her to suck his cock again. She was thankful as she was every time he allowed her to do this. Then he told her to get up in the middle of the bed, he followed her up and started tying her legs with the ropes she had gotten ready earlier. After she was spread eagle he said that he should just use her and then leave her lying there like that and go home. She never thought he would but then again she was being more mouthy than normal tonight and while she was thinking how she would be able to get out he grabbed something from the nightstand where she always kept the implements he would use to hit her with. Her ass could usually take the beatings but the only place he would be going for now would be her pussy. She started to squirm. 'Will you lay still I haven't even touch you yet,' he stated. But she knew it would hurt, but tried remaining still none the less. And it did hurt oh my god did it hurt. After about ten good whacks he got off the bed and grabbed a vibrator and place it in her pussy and started fucking her with it. Then he lay on top of her with his cock in her mouth she tried to suck it but could not move her head up and down and his balls were covering her nostrils. She was trapped and could not breath. She tried moving her head a little to be able to breath out of her nose but it was no use. she tried to remain still for as long as possible and roll her tongue around his cock but it was no use her lack of oxygen made her panic and she started to turn her head side to side to get some air in her mouth. Her teeth were hitting his cock, but at that angle she could not help it. He got angry with her for the teeth. But with his cock in her mouth she could not get out that she could breath. She normally loved breath play or face fucking when she can't breath but this was different. He threatened to whack her 100 times if she did not stop, but her survival mode had kick itself in, and she turned her head to the side as hard and as fast as she could and managed to get his cock out of her mouth and begged him to stop because she could not breath. He finally got off her and she tried to get her breathing back to normal. She can not believe that she failed him again tonight, again she wondered why he chose her she needed too much training. Even though he told her before she was always great, she still felt she disappointed him. As he started untying the knots from her legs he mentioned that she had wanted to play the fantasy rape scene before. Then asked if she wanted to tonight. She replied, 'Yes sir.' He was always asking her what she wanted to do and even had her fill out a detailed form with everything they could possibly do and rated them in whether she was turned on by it or totally turned off by certain activities. She asked him on occasions what his turn- ons were but he never did tell her. So now she just thought if he did not like doing something then he would not ask her to do it. But as he was sitting on top of her and undoing the last knot from her wrist he asked again if she was ready, she replied, 'Yes sir,' again. And with that the knot came loose. And the struggle was on. She managed to turn on her stomach and tried crawling away from him but he was still sitting on her and he was too powerful, but she would not give up. she squirmed and used the bed posts for leverage and made her way to the other side of the bed when he grabbed her by her hair and yanked her head back and screamed at her, 'Who else do you call sir?' Was that what this was all about, 'You are the only one I call sir.' He threw her face back into the bed. She managed with the last of her energy to roll over on her back to face him, she went to hit him to get him off of her but he pinned her arms downs, and leaned down and kissed her deeper than he ever had before, and she melted under his touch. He then placed his mouth beside her ear and said, 'You like it when I am forceful with you don't you?' She replied, 'Yes sir, I do.' He laid himself down on the bed and told her to suck him off till he was hard enough then to get on top and ride him. Again she worried about that because even though he was young and in her mind one piece of solid muscle he was still smaller than her and after all she was a very large woman. 'But I will squash you sir.' He chuckled and said she would not. So she went down to his cock and placed it in her mouth as directed. At the angle she was at on his side she normally did not gag on it and he said that it was not hard enough yet because she had not gagged yet. She thought of telling him about the angle thing then thought better of it, she enjoyed having it in her mouth too much. Her hand made his way to his ass and she placed a finger on it. He asked her what she wanted to do with his ass and she said, 'Play with it please.' He then asked her what else. She thought for a moment and wondered how he knew she wanted to do more, but then said, 'Fuck it sir with my finger and the little blue plug if you would let me sir.' He replied that she could. She reached for the lube and placed some on his ass and her fingers. 'I am afraid that I might hurt you sir and I do not want to do that.' He said nothing so she continued and placed a finger slowly in his hole when he said to keep it clean. She continued with her finger for a bit then asked if she could use the little blue plug. He said yes. She than told him to let her know if it got too uncomfortable for him. He stated that this was the first time that he allowed this to happen to him. This made her feel very honored. Then out of no where he said that he was going to get his phone and take a picture of this. She froze on the spot. He knew how she felt about pictures, she hated them with every fiber in her body. He saw the fear in her face and said he would not do that tonight. He said that he knew as soon as they met and she had started taking her jeans off for him that she was the one for him and that he knew that they would be together for a very very long time to come. This made her happy and sad to hear it for when they were together she felt the same way but when they were apart she felt like she had to beg for even a little attention from him. Then went on to tell her that he emailed the couple he wanted to bring in to use her and was just waiting for a reply. She stopped sucking for a moment and asked where they were from. He said about forty five minutes away from them. She asked if they had any idea what she looked like, he told her he gave them a brief description. This couple were a man and a woman she had been used by men before and not by women so she was a little weary on what would be asked of her, but kept this to herself, if her master trusted them then she should be okay and she would hope that her master would not allow anything to happen to her that she was not ready for. Plus she thought if they knew what she looked like they would want nothing to do with her. She was a very confident woman in her day to day life but except in one area, her looks. It comes from years and years of always being put down, and it would probably take as long to build up her self esteem in that area. Every time someone said she was beautiful she always thought there was a ulterior motive behind the statement. But when her master said it she believed him, the way he caressed her when he said it and looked at her she could just tell he meant it. He asked her if she wanted to play the rape scene again and she agreed. He sat up and went to the other end of the bed and she moved up and was lying on her back ready and willing for him to bring it on. she went to struggle with him again and this time she had her legs free also so she went to kick him and he flung her over like she was some kind of rag doll. Then he grabbed the lube that was still on the bed and covered her ass and pussy with it. 'You will be lucky if I do not fist your ass tonight,' he stated. With that she fought with everything she had in her to get away. He had tried on another occasion to double penetrate her ass but without luck. She knew if he tried to fist her it would tear her. She managed to move away a little but soon realized she went to the wrong side of the bed and was trapped in the corner, but she kept trying to fight him but it was no use he then reached down and shoved his hand in her pussy as far as it would go, then took some fingers and shoved them in her ass, and with his free hand grabbed a hold of her hair and yelled, 'Who are you?' 'I am your dirty little slut!' she replied back. He shoved his fingers in deeper making her clench, 'And who am I!' he screamed at her. To her this was a turning point in their relationship she was not sure if it would be a good one or not only time would tell, but she screamed back at him "You are my one and only MASTER, damn it.' And with that he let her go and leaned down and kissed her one last time and said it was time for him to go home. While he got dressed and she laid there too exhausted to move he asked if she was okay with the way things went tonight. She said yes. And as he walked out of the bedroom he turned back and asked again if she was okay, and again she said yes. With that he was gone, as she laid there she looked out the window the sun had been up for a couple of hours that had been their longest session to date, but hopefully not their last. But only time will tell that for sure. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ This story was written as an adult fantasy. The author does not condone the described behavior in real life. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Kristen's collection - Directory 51