("`-''-/").___..--''"`-._
                     `6_ 6  )   `-.  (     ).`-.__.`)
                     (_Y_.)'  ._   )  `._ `. ``-..-'
                    _..`--'_..-_/ /--'_.' ,'
                   ((('   (((-(((''  ((((
                 K R I S T E N' S    C O L L E C T I O N
		_________________________________________
		                WARNING!
		This text file contains sexually explicit
		material. If you do not wish to read this
		type of literature, or you are under age,
		PLEASE DELETE THIS FILE NOW!!!!
		_________________________________________




			Scroll down to view text


















--------------------------------------------------------
This work is copyrighted to the author © 2007.  Please
don't remove the author information or make any changes
to this story.  All rights reserved. Thank you for your 
consideration.
--------------------------------------------------------

Straight? Well I Was... The Decision
by SWROTJ (address withheld)

***

Having taken the first steps into a new world this 
continues on from the first blowjob into the first 
bedroom visit. Still in turmoil over the old question 
and dilemma, straight or not. (MM, 1st-gay-expr)

***

I realised as I ran up the stairs that for the last 
fifteen or twenty minutes I had almost been in a 
trance, for that time there had been nothing except the 
amazing feeling and new tastes as I had hungrily 
caressed his cock in my mouth, now though as I reached 
the top of his stairs something stirred inside me.

Although I had not hesitated running up them I 
senselessly paused on the top step. Stood there as I 
was with my jeans open and cock still hanging half mast 
I could not decide. John had already turned into his 
bedroom (the spacious double room down a short corridor 
to my right). He was already out of sight and for a 
second I was grateful for that.

I thought of my girlfriend, thought about what this 
meant if I followed him into his bedroom, thought what 
it would mean about me and I as I thought this over I 
unconsciously made the last step and began to shuffle 
along the corridor towards his room. I felt, however, 
somewhat resistant, somewhere inside me a battle raged, 
heart vs brain, wants vs. desires, reality vs. fantasy 
and halfway down the corridor reality won.

I was about to turn around, perhaps John knew what I 
was feeling, knew there would be hesitations because 
right at the moment, the best moment he could have 
chosen he appeared, not in front of me but behind me. 
Instead of going to his bedroom to wait for me he had 
gone to the bathroom (along a short corridor to the 
left at the top fo the stairs), in my egocentric inner 
battle I had completely been oblivious of him making 
his way up behind me.

'It's your choice.' He whispered into my ear, clearly 
aware of my hesitation. 'I know that you're arguing 
with yourself but let yourself decide.'

With that he kissed me softly on my neck and my eyes 
closed. I don't think he was forcing my decision, well 
at least don't believe he was trying to but as his lips 
touched my neck my cock, still exposed, sprang to life. 
I leaned my body back against him and allowed my hands 
to slowly reach behind me.

By now he was fully naked and my hands quickly found 
his own still semi-hard cock. Feeling the power and 
weight of him I knew right then that fantasy had won, 
the battle inside had changed so quickly but as he 
continued to gently kiss my neck I was powerless to 
resist.

His own hands worked softly on my stomach, I like John 
am no muscular god but again I am trim and athletic. I 
felt his hands rub the soft hair that covers my abdomen 
and half expected him to move straight for my raging 
and straining cock but he didn't Instead he slipped his 
hands expertly up my body slowly pulling up my t-shirt 
further and further up.

Reluctantly I removed my hands from his cock which was 
slowly climbing once again to full mast . I raised both 
my arms up to met him pull my t-shirt off, I was under 
his silent command. He pulled my t-shirt up and as the 
material covered my head and locked my arms up in the 
air he stopped.

For a second I panicked as he held my arms up and 
forced my face to be covered, I could barely make out 
his outline through the material. Blind now I suddenly 
felt his breath on my chest as he leaned forward to 
kiss my chest. Wow the feeling was amazing, unable to 
see and expect what was happening he quickly change his 
position and kissed somewhere else causing me to flinch 
in surprise and sexual excitement. Each kiss tickled 
some place inside me that hadn't ever been touched. The 
sexual excitement inside me had never been so high.

Still blind to him I felt him release his grip on my t-
shirt, I did nothing to uncover my head) and felt as he 
pulled down my jeans which I obediently stepped out of. 
Once they were off he walked me through the rest of the 
corridor and slowly lowered me onto his large, soft 
bed. I lay back with my legs hanging over the edge of 
the bed so only my upper body was on the comfortable 
silken feeling quilt.

On his bed he left me alone, no touching, I couldn't 
feel his breath near my skin and I felt a strange 
frustration begin to build. What was happening? Where 
was he? Why wasn't he... oh my god.

So suddenly my legs were raised into the air and 
something extremely cold touch my crack. In my state of 
dumb shock I couldn't picture what it was until 
suddenly it entered my tight hole. John was using his 
expert fingers to explore where I had allowed nobody 
before. Still unable to see the mystery of his actions 
was building me up to expect an amazing crescendo any 
time soon. My cock was the hardest it had ever been and 
was oozing pre-cum into a little puddle on my stomach.

He explored my hole for an eternity, his lubed fingers 
inching a little deeper with each entry until I felt my 
whole body starting to relax. Although at that moment 
there was nothing more in the world that I wanted I 
still found my body resistant and tense. As he massaged 
me from inside my body finally gave over to him 
following what my heart and desires had already done 
ages ago.

'Do you feel ready?' I heard him whisper right next to 
my head which surprised me.

'Yes,' I said with a dry croaky and quivering voice.

'Are you sure?'

His fingers were removed for a second and then I felt 
him almost tickling my sensitive hole with three 
fingers at the same time, it sent a shiver through my 
body. He used his three gingers to slowly push at my 
hole.

'I'm sure.' I struggled to say back.

He continued to push with the three fingers, clearly 
preparing me for the invasion of his gorgeous cock.

'Be ready, it will hurt for a little but it will soon 
feel so nice.' He said caringly still next to me head.

The three fingers continued to push slowly into my 
virgin ole which reluctantly accepted him and 
accommodated his cock.

'I've... never... been... more... ready.'

As I said "ready" his fingers pushed dramatically and 
eagerly into me and it was then I realised that from 
the position he was speaking to me it could not be his 
hand. Pain boiled in my virgin hole for a second and 
tears streamed down my face underneath the t-shirt. The 
pain aside I knew what I wanted and waited.

His bare skin cock was inside me all the way and I felt 
so full. He held it there for a moment allowing me to 
become accustomed to his presence and only when my body 
had relaxed around him did he begin to slowly fuck me. 
There was no other word for it, his motions were at 
first slow and calculated as he eased my legs up onto 
his strong shoulders.

As he gathered confidence in my comfort to him he began 
to pump faster and harder. His cock was hitting 
something inside me and I could not hold back my groans 
of extreme pleasure. As he pushed his cock inside me I 
felt dirty, I felt like a whore under his power and 
could and didn't want to do anything about it. Wanting 
to see I struggled but managed to lift of my t-shirt 
and was able to see the most erotic sight I have ever 
seen.

Looking up I saw the pleasure on his face. My own legs 
mounted on his shoulder, my stomach tight from the 
pleasure and ecstasy I saw his upper body moving back 
and forth and I could see our skin making contact with 
each thrust towards me. Our bodies seemed made for each 
other and I saw him pushing himself into me with 
delicate yet forceful passion.

He was inside me for an eternity but not even half 
enough time until finally I felt his movements change. 
His thrusts became a little wilder, his hands gripped 
my ankles harder and his body seemed to tense. I knew 
what was to happen next.

His body flexed and inside me I felt his cock begin to 
pulse with his movements and the he came inside me. It 
was the strangest feeling ever and I think I was able 
to feel every squirt of his cum inside me. At the same 
time my own cock exploded with such voracity that it 
hit my own cheek. Neither of us suppressed the groans 
of pure sexual enjoyment and groaned as our bodies 
climaxed at the same moment.

He continued to thrust until he was sure he mad milked 
himself on my tight hole and then slowly pulled out his 
cock from me. Once it was finally free I felt empty and 
strangely void of something. Stood there I saw his cock 
naked as it had been when I had sucked it dry stood to 
attention in front of me covered in his cum and 
glistening with the torrents of lubricant he had used 
to ease himself into me.

Leaning over me my legs dropped heavily to the floor 
and he kissed me gently on the cheek, his tongue 
removing the my cum that had landed there.

'Did that help you make up your mind?' he asked as his 
face hung inches from mine.

Without giving any verbal answer I lifted my lips to 
his and embraced him as I have never embraced anyone 
before. Our tongues explored each others mouths and we 
held each other on the bed for an eternity.

'I've wanted you like this for so long.' He said to me 
as we parted our kiss.

'Strangely I knew it would come to this one day.' I 
whispered to him. 'Well at least I hoped it would.'

'And what about your girlfriend?' He asked me 
tentatively.

For a second I paused, he looked afraid, for a second 
maybe I was.

'I don't have one anymore.' I said plainly and kissed 
him delicately.

'Thank you.' Was all he could say and as I laid my head 
back on the bed I noticed something on his bedside 
table, it was a small compact video camera and the red 
"recording" light was still on.

Smiling to myself I said to him 'Shall we make a 
series?'

And so it began...

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with
others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't
okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than
a trusted partner. 4-million people around the world 
contract HIV every year. You only have one body per 
lifetime, so take good care of it!
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Kristen's collection - Directory 52