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Thank you for your consideration. -------------------------------------------------------- Lora and Me by Alasder (alasder@planet-save.com) *** Two orphanage kids adjust to a new life with foster parents. (FFm, bg, ped) *** I was nine, nearly ten. Lora had just turned four. The first time I ever set eyes on her was in the supervisor's office of the orphanage. I thought she was the prettiest thing in the whole world, and instantly fell in love with her and vowed to kill anyone who hurt her or mistreated her. She had the loveliest, most angelic face I could have dreamt about, marvellous legs and a body shape that bewildered but intrigued me. Up to that moment there were two barriers that had prevented any meeting between her and me in the orphanage: boys and girls (except in the nursery) were kept strictly apart following a report in the 1980s that almost every decent looking girl in state care (and some real ugly ones as well) were raped before the age of thirteen, and kids under the age of six were kept in another separate nursery unit, but in fact the facilities there and the routine were no different (and certainly no less severe) from those in the other two units. The supervisor beamed clover honey sunflower oil. "Here they are," she drooled needlessly - we had been standing there for nearly an hour. She leered at us and fluttered an arm in the direction of the other two in the room. "This is Mr. and Mrs. Schelden!" I already knew that and I assumed Lora knew it too; they had visited several times and had examined me as if I had been a specimen under a microscope and had asked a hundred and one silly questions to which I returned the answer I was pretty sure they wanted - I had rehearsed the answers (about God and gratitude, good manners and personal hygiene and naughty things little boys did with their hands) since I first realized there was a fighting chance of getting out of the hell-hole. I know there must have been such a time, but I still can't remember anything before the orphanage, and like other kids in a similar position there was literally nothing I wouldn't do to escape it. "Mr. and Mrs. Schelden are what we call 'foster parents'," she explained as if to a pair of rustic retards with hearing difficulties, "and they have come to take you home with them!" I nodded as if I had learned something. Little Lora, obviously bemused by the proceedings, gaped at the well-dressed couple, then looked up at me for reassurance. I took her hand; it was a calculated act designed to melt the heart of the Scheldens and convince them that they had made the right choice. The strange thing was that I wanted to take the kid's hand; I wanted physical contact with this tiny female piece of perfection who had been introduced to my life. I held it tightly and could feel her beautiful life blood pulsing. Like all the other kids in the institution, her hand had the kind of coldness that seemed incapable of ever going away. The deal was done quickly with little more fuss. The Scheldens signed some papers and handed over a fat bundle of twenty or fifty dollar bills, hands were shaken, and Lora was dumped, rather carelessly I thought, beside me in the back seat of a huge limousine, and off we went into our New World. The last image I have of the dreadful place was of the evil- faced matron/supervisor pocketing half the dollar bills. The first hundred miles or so of our journey was covered in silence; the rear of the automobile had darkened glass on the doors and the pair in front seemed almost in another vehicle - they were so far away. Quite suddenly, in the middle of nowhere we came to a halt. Mr. Schelden left the car and relieved himself at the side of the open highway. He was about to ease himself back into the driving seat when it crawled into his consciousness that the kids in the back might just also need to reply to nature's call. I noticed the faintest trace of irritation when Lora seemed reluctant to perform in his presence. "Take your little sister in a bit," grumbled the man, "off the road and make sure she..." He did not have the necessary vocabulary. Mrs. Schelden made gooey eyes at the 'little sister' bit. "I think she needs more than a pee, please sir!" I made the appropriate noises as if I were unhappy about having to mention the fact. "Do you have any tissue I could use to wipe her?" It was a charade. Lora looked puzzled as I led her about twenty yards from the road, pulled her knickers to her ankles and told her to pee. She obliged. She tried to rise, but I kept her in a crouched position while I had a good look at her apparatus, and what I saw was, to me at that time, indeed still is, the most beautiful sight in the entire world. I wiped her with the tissue and ran my finger over the delicate groove from her back passage to her undeveloped clitoris. I could see our new father shifting in impatience. I decided I would have plenty of time to explore the wonders of her body. I made her stand, bent her over and made a great show of wiping her ass. "He'll ask you if you are all right," I instructed my new sister. "Just say 'Yes thank you' and get into the car." I pulled up her panties. "Feeling better?" asked Mr. Schelden when we reached the limousine. Lora looked up at me, then at the man. "Yes, thank you!" There was wonder in the little girl's eyes as she gazed at me again, and I thanked my lucky stars, my guardian angel, and all else that brought her into my life. We resumed our journey in silence. It was late summer dusk when we arrived 'home'. There was still light enough to take in the surrounding, and for the second time I was really and truly impressed with what life had thrown at me. I felt that I had landed on my feet, and only hellfire and a hurricane would shift me from this new paradise. There were vast sprawling lawns of luscious green grass, and gardens that appeared to stretch from here to infinity with real flowers, marble ornaments and splashing fountains. The plots of land we had at the orphanage were filled with potatoes, turnips and cabbages and tarmacadam or concrete. Here there were real fruit trees and trees that were simply begging to be climbed. There was a swimming pool. It was too much. I burst into tears, and it was not all a pretence to impress. Lora took my hand and the tears became real! From that point for the next couple of months the Scheldens treated the pair of us like new toys, or new pets. We were given cordon bleu treatment in everything, dressed in the finest, fed until we were getting to be as fat as thanksgiving dumplings and were put on a diet on the best medical advice during our regular visit to the doctor and the dentist. We each had a computer, we shared a music center and television, the final word in latest technology, and in return we gave a convincing show of love and affection, and I expressed gratitude for both of us in frothy, oozing sentimentality because that was exactly what the Scheldens expected, and Lora, I had already decided, was still not the full hundred cent dollar when it came to an intellectual contest and had difficulty stringing one hypocritical lie on to another. She had many other qualities that more than compensated for her shortcomings. Already I was calculating how long it would be before I could fuck her without too many complications - like getting her pregnant or facing the wrath of foster parents or even higher authorities for underage rape. You learn about things like this at a very early age in an orphanage. For that first week in this earthly paradise the Scheldens fawned and petted and pawed and pampered and powdered us. But first they had to scrub us nightly, cleanse us of the dirt and the disgrace of the orphanage. At least they put us in the bath together and left us to soak for a while. In the time that we were alone, I prised Lora's knees apart again and gazed my full at the prize. When they returned Clara Schelden first washed Lora, scoured and wiped and rinsed until the kid was almost red raw. Then she turned on me. I noticed the man wrap the little girl in a towel and lift her high in the air. As she descended he blew a raspberry kiss on her tiny pink pussy, and I vowed at that same moment to kill him simply for that. There were problems with Lora's bedroom: a window had been broken during renovations and the decorators had not quite finished and her cot had not arrived. Would I mind if I shared my bed with her? And would I! It was one divine revelation after another, and several times I had to convince myself that all this was for real! I pretended to fall asleep almost as soon as I was bedded. When the Scheldens left I fumbled for Lora's nightdress and hauled it up over her hips, and caressed and groped and kissed to my heart's content. I knew the Scheldens would be looking in later to make sure that we were all right; after all who could resist such a sweet pair of foster children? Around midnight, when I was perfectly sure that we would be undisturbed for the rest of the night, I threw the bed clothes back, pulled the nightdress clear up to her armpits and simply consumed Lora's naked body, exploring every crack and curve with fingers and hungry eyes. I was half certain that I would wake from this beautiful dream at any moment and was determined to make the most of it while it lasted. Finally I spread her legs and crouched over her. I kissed and licked, then presented my cock to the little slit, almost like a peach that someone had cut down one side with a knife. I ran my cock up and down. It was the most delicious sensation I had had in my life up to that moment. I noticed, quite suddenly, that Lora was awake. And smiling down at me! The routine became a nightly ritual I never grew tired of. It was a year and a half after we arrived that the first slight defects began to appear through the layers of veneer. Rolf Scheldens, who was several years younger than his wife, was away from home for increasingly longer periods. It started with him 'working' overnight at the office in the city, which graduated to the odd weekend 'due to pressure of business' then to the 'business conference' that took up most of the week. It was as if a cloud had enveloped the house. Clara became progressively more and more morose. I heard her muttering to herself: 'The bastard is screwing his secretary!' She also became less tolerant, especially with Lora, and then, as if to compensate, was embarrassingly more loving, especially with me. I was eleven, Lora five, but Clara still insisted on supervising our bath time - always Lora first. Once my sister was safely tucked away in bed, Clara switched her attentions to me. Lora was always put into bed in her own room, but invariably woke up in the night and joined me in mine. Clara thought it 'sweet' and Rolf considered it 'a huge joke'. Certainly they made no attempt to reprimand or correct, which was fine by me. I liked having a bed mate who was not an older boy hell bent on getting a cock up my backside or into my mouth as in the orphanage. There was one particular occasion, when Rolf had been away for nearly the full week, I was getting out of the bath, still covered in soapy lather, and Clara insisted, more sharply and abruptly that I am sure she intended, that I get back in while she rinsed me off. She used the shower head to supply the water but her hands removed the soap. She caressed my chest and shoulders then concentrated the spray on my genitals. "My goodness, Robbie," she crooned, "but you are certainly growing!" She glanced at my inert dangler, and added, "In all the right places!" She ran her hands over my belly and down. She grasped my cock and was delighted at the reaction. She examined the meat to see 'if my balls had dropped'. "And clean enough to eat!" She made pretend gobbling noises, then took my cock into her mouth and chewed and sucked. I felt myself enlarging and hardening and my whole body started to tremble. I could feel the straining in my balls as my system attempted a first ever ejaculation. I think she sensed or felt the surging strain. My cock was in her mouth and her hand was wrapped around my balls. She pulled away and said, "We shall save that for later, young man!" more to herself than to me. I suspected that she was having second thoughts about the wisdom of trying to suck off an eleven year old foster son. She wrapped me in a towel as large as the blanket on my bed; I was getting too heavy to carry, but she laid an arm across my shoulder and guided me to my bedroom. When I made to put on pajamas she stopped me. "It is too hot for these things tonight." She lay on the bed alongside me and caressed my face and chest, then kissed me full on the lips. She prised my mouth open and plunged her tongue to the back of my throat while rubbing herself to a feeble, jerking orgasm. After about ten minutes she swung off my bed. Lora, thumb in mouth, stood silently at our adjoining door watching. Clara ignored her and left the room. Lora climbed into bed and cuddled up close to me. "What was she doing?" she asked quietly. "Looking to die!" I exclaimed, and it was not altogether a joke. "If the filthy old bitch touches me like that again, I'll kill her!" "Rolf touches me too," said the kid in a solemn voice. "Then I'll kill him too!" And we both giggled. And got on with our nightly palaver. When I had worked in the vegetable gardens of the orphanage, the boys were warned about a native snail- like gastropod usually found around the base of some of the walls in the hours of daylight. The old man who supervised our labors explained its deadly poisonous potential - it excreted a creamy froth that could cause almost instant, but extremely painful death if it were to be ingested - and even went to great lengths to detail in morbidly descriptive terms how it worked. In darkness, the creature left its hiding-place and made a meal of green vegetables, particularly cabbage and lettuce, both of which took up nearly half of the orphanage garden, and left a clearly visible white scum behind as proof of its gluttonous activity. Any food contaminated by its excretion had to be discarded (as in most normal households) or thoroughly washed (in the orphanage where nothing was thrown away). For most of the boys, I am sure, it was simply another piece of useless information; in my case it registered. The old man taught us how to handle the stuff (not with bare hands, for the poison was more than a trifle persistent) and how to dispose of the offensive little bastard without damaging ourselves permanently. Fortunately, it is comparatively rare, restricted to a narrow corridor of the Mid-West United States and has a limited active life during the growing year in the garden. In season, however, the excretion is one of the deadliest poisons on the continent - and it is within reach of every homicidal maniac in the country. On one of our favorite bicycle rides to the ruins of an old frontier fortress where most of the wooden structures had decayed and only the old stone remained, I noticed the telltale traces of the gastropod at the base of a wall while Lora was having her pee nearby. I made a mental note of its precise location. Lora and I indulged our usual play which always resulted in her knickers being removed. On the day of this discovery, however, my mind was on other things. That night, after another of Clara's sucking session and her groping and masturbating on my bed, I referred to the poisons register on the internet. And Clara's fate was sealed, so to speak! The only problem that remained to trouble me was whether Rolf Schelden could cope with the pair of us alone; there was no way I was going to do anything that could send us hurtling back into the hell hole that was the orphanage. I really had to think this one out to a logical conclusion. A possible solution came in a rather unusually innocent way. Our foster-dad had just been promoted to something like vice-president of the law company he worked for. He was in a magnanimous mood, but mostly he wanted to show off to us - 'set us a good example,' he would have said! And to show us off as a demonstration of his public spiritedness and benevolence. Lora and I were to spend the day with him in the city. And again we were given the royal treatment as he showed us around the towering building where he worked. He posed to suitable effect and affected importance in the presence of his subordinates. Yes, we were impressed, and made all the correct appreciative noises. And then we met his secretary! She was a wow! With a lot left over! I caught the look between her and her boss and I knew in a flash of receptivity that the pair were fucking regularly. I also knew instinctively that, with his wife out of the way - other than by an expensive and mess-making divorce - he would marry this much younger bowl of fruity lusciousness. The hypocrite in me also agreed that she could take Clara Schelden's place in the sucking sessions any time, and no way would I object! Everything was falling into place. All that remained now was for gastropod to pull a finger out of its ass and get back into season. I was confident that I could work out a means of administering the poison just as soon as the opportunity presented itself. And Clara Schelden was cold! I was twelve, racing towards teenage. Lora was six and becoming almost unbearably beautiful. The obnoxious bitch Clara was sucking me nearly every time her husband was working overnight, which meant it was regularly. She even succeeded in bringing me off for my first orgasms, and she swallowed every gob and blob of it. I was interested in the sensation of shooting off, but the greed displayed by Clara in the swallowing bit really disgusted me and made my stomach lurch. The odd thing was, though, that when I tried it later and succeeded with Lora, I insisted that she swallow. Lora obliged - if I had asked Lora jump from the rear window of the speeding school bus, she would have done it without question. Yes Lora obliged, and it was the most beautiful and sensual thing I have ever experienced as I jerked off into her mouth, and I renewed my vow to kill any who tarnished this patch of perfection. We were in our favorite hideaway in the frontier fortress. I placed her against the stone wall of what was once a cookhouse. I pulled her shorts and her panties down to her ankles and I kissed and probed at her pussy. We had done this often before; it had become part of the ritual of a day out for us. But, as an experiment, I unzipped, produced my 'dick emery' and asked her to take it in her mouth and suck. I have had a number of blow jobs since from others, male and female, but nothing has ever come close to matching the technique of my kid sister. She sucked superbly and tongued and used her teeth to just the right degree, but it was when she looked up at me for reassurance with those angel blue eyes, I shot like a master of arms down her throat. The amount of stuff that spurted out of me that day really amazed me, and to some equal extent, scared me. I had no idea that I was capable of producing so much semen; compared against this, what I was putting into Clara Schelden's mouth was little more than a token effort, which nevertheless seemed to satisfy the evil old bitch. In passing, it has to be said that Clara had started trying (with no success) to jack me off; I had shown Lora how to do it, and she could have me shoot off in minutes! The thing that cast the last die, was the night when Clara, after bathing me, insisted that I lie naked on top of the bed. She also discarded her clothing and positioned herself over me. She started sucking, but then, when I was fully erect, she sat above me and directed my cock into her wet, hairy ancient cunt. She smelt of stale fish. There was no difficulty in sliding inside her, and I vaguely felt her muscles twitching. Truly, I felt the vomit beginning in my gut; my thinking got stuck on the proposition: it was either this or the orphanage. Fortunately the bitch was in the desperation stages of advanced heat; she jerked insanely, shouting crude obscenities about her husband knocking up his secretary, then orgasmed. The juices poured out of her. The vomit was on the way up to my gullet. Clara moaned crazily then asked me, "Did you come, darling?" I nodded. I knew it was an unspoken lie, and I suspected Clara knew it too. But, after all, the woman had only days left to live so an agreeable lie was of little consequence. She bent over and kissed me with sloppy lips. "We'll do it again!" It was like a threat of doom. "Often!" She dismounted, collected her clothes and left the room without a glance at Lora who was standing at our common door. The kid clutched a three hundred dollar teddy bear. The inevitable thumb was stuck in her mouth. The light behind her from her own bedroom made her nightdress almost transparent and silhouetted her perfect shape. "Can I sit on you, Robbie?" she asked quietly as she joined me on the bed. "Like she did?" Lora now always referred to her foster mother as 'she', and both foster parents together as 'them'. "Tomorrow, sweetheart. I promise!" I felt unclean. I did not want to contaminate my kid sister. "Let's just cuddle and get to sleep. I have a lot to do tomorrow." "Can we kiss?" And we did! Clara Schelden was a pig, not only with me, but in everything she did. In eating she excelled in piggery. One delicacy she simply could not resist was French cream cheese which she could devour by the imported shipload. And it was the one thing I could be sure that she alone in the house would eat; Rolf was too besotted by his own athletic Adonis shape-conscious ego to indulge, and an article he had read in some freak magazine suggested that it could affect male potency adversely. Lora made a sour face when the greedy bitch made the supreme sacrifice and put a tiny portion of the stuff into the kid's mouth - just enough to put Lora off imported French cheese for the rest of her life. I paid particular attention when Clara was stacking her shopping into cupboards, the larder, the fridge and the freezer. Every time she handled a carton of French cream cheese she would open it, run her sticky finger along the surface of the contents and lick it clean. It was an utterly disgusting habit that would have called for a thorough thrashing in the orphanage. French cream cheese, I decided, would be the death of her! Before Lora and I set out on our next weekend bike ride to the old fortress, I pulled a couple of pairs of plastic gloves from the roll in the kitchen. I made it like a kind of pretend Indianapolis game and Lora was perfectly happy to wear them if I was sporting them. I also pocketed a small pair of cooking forceps from the kitchen and a tiny discarded plastic box, the inside of which I smeared thickly with butter substitute. That's all it required. Selecting the fattest snail took only seconds while Lora was having her pee; it was lifted by the forceps, put into the box and the box put in the leather satchel on my bicycle. I cut short our excursion on the excuse that I thought it was going to rain and with the promise that we would play 'doctors' indoors. .But first, I said, I would make peanut butter sandwiches while Lora got undressed in 'the examination room'. Clara did not object to us using her kitchen, indeed the lazy bitch had begun to encourage us to 'fend for ourselves'. I let the gastropod gorge itself for fully a minute on the latest carton of cream cheese before dropping the creature into the disposal unit on the kitchen sink. I placed the carton of cheese, with the lid temptingly half-open in the optimum position on the top tray of the fridge, then washed out the empty box and the plastic gloves and dumped them into the trash can. I scoured the forceps with steel wool and put them in the dish washing machine then scrubbed my hands a couple of times. "Where's the peanut butter sandwiches?" demanded my naked kid sister when I finally made it to my bedroom. The entire operation had taken less than fifteen minutes. "I thought it would throw you off your lunch." I made a show of studying the sky from the window. "I don't think it is going to rain after all," I said. "Put your clothes on and I'll take you to the playground in the town park." Next to our bike rides to the frontier fortress, the public park in town was Lora's favorite outing. "We'll stay there until lunch." By which time, I reckoned, Clara Schelden should be dead. On our return three and a half hours later to the house I let Lora run on ahead, hopefully to find the body. I deliberately slowed my pace. As expected, she raced back from the house. I simulated surprise. "She lying on the floor!" she yelled at me. Everything was going according to plan. I had to force myself not to smile. She gasped for breath. There were even a trace of tears. "There's blood everywhere!" Electric eels wriggled in my stomach. "Blood?" That shouldn't have happened; there shouldn't be any blood. Instinctively I grasped my kid sister's hand. I repeated, "Blood?" and Lora nodded enthusiastically. "On the walls!" she exclaimed. "Everywhere!" She made a sweeping gesture with her arm. "The carpet is soggy wet with it." Something had gone badly wrong; there shouldn't be any blood. We edged slowly towards the front door. It was wide open as Lora had left it. The idea flashed into my mind. "Was the door open when you got here?" I demanded. Lora seemed frightened by the urgency in my voice. Her lower lip trembled. She nodded. I drew her close and held her tightly. I peered into the wide hallway. It was as the kid had said. The wall that I could see was spattered with blood. There was blood on the wall mirror and the telephone table and on the pale grey carpet and on the richly colored Indian rug with the artificial tiger head. And Clara Schelden lay front down in the middle of it with her head smashed in and her body bloodied to her bare ankles. I felt my gut heaving. "Some fucking snail!" I exclaimed aloud. I drew Lora back. "We're going to bike back to town," I told her. "We'll have to tell the police about this!" The house was out-of-bounds. The police swarmed like warrior ants over the place. Press photographers and television cameramen, reporters and interviewers appeared from under the stones and camped on the lawns. A police-woman and a human gorilla in police uniform refused to let any of the media vampires anywhere near Lora and me. Rolf, of course, came back from the city immediately. I was pleased to see that he had his secretary with him. Lora and I spent two hours playing computer games in a room at police headquarters before Rolf came to collect us. He took us back to the city and we put up in a suite at one of the top hotels; it had four bedrooms, but only two were more than partially slept in, if at all! All through the night Lora kept insisting that I tell her what was going on, and in the other bedroom my foster dad and his secretary were likewise engaged throughout the night. At the breakfast table, Rolf waved a hand in our direction as he said to the woman, "These are my kids!" His smile was enamel. "Robbie and Lora!" Things had been too hectic the previous day to allow introductions. He pointed, rudely I thought, at his secretary. "This is Paulette!" He seemed to have forgotten our visit to his office and had missed completely my evaluation of their relationship. He seemed to be lost in thought, but he managed to say, "Well, shake hands!" "When can we go home?" asked Lora quite irrelevantly and ignoring the introduction and especially the woman's offered hand. "Not for a day or two, honey." I could see that Rolf Schelden was having difficulty maintaining the tolerant smile. "The police want to find out how Clara." He tried to get words that he wouldn't choke on and that the kid would understand. "The police have to find out who did this dreadful thing." I noticed that the two adults exchanged glances, and I began to wonder if they had engineered the murder. "Then we have to get the place cleaned up." He made it sound like an irritable chore rather than the aftermath of a horrible homicide. "And then we have to make sure that it can't happen again." He threw me a peculiar look as he made the last statement, and I began to wonder if he suspected anything about my intentions; or maybe there was a threat intended. "We'll go back as soon as we can, honey!" Again he exchanged fully charged glances with his sex-loaded secretary. She smiled sweetly. It was two days later in the same hotel in the city, sitting at a late evening meal with Rolf Schelden and his honey-pot secretary, I fluttered my dark eyelashes in the woman's direction and asked in the sweetest, most innocent voice, "What is going to happen to us? Lora and me?" Both of them stared at me, the man with a forkful of meat on route to his big mouth. "I mean, will we have to go back to the orphanage?" And I reached out for and took the kid's hand! The dumb blond stared outrage at the man. Schelden lowered the fork. He looked embarrassed and I thought, 'The bastard was really contemplating sending us back!' He gazed at his secretary as if trying to assess her ability to understand. "Of course not," he said to me while still looking at her. "What do you take me for? I adopted you, didn't I! Now, what kind of fool question is that to ask, Robbie?" "Who is going to look after us?" I insisted. I was clutching my kid sister's hand; I had actually got into the habit of thinking of Lora really as my sister. "If Mrs. Schelden isn't coming back." There were tears in the woman's eyes. My performance was worthy of an Oscar. "Eat your dinner!" said the man. "I don't want you to worry your head about things like that, either of you. And I don't want to hear another word. We'll be back home in a couple of days." He seemed about to say something more, but instead lifted the fork to his fat mouth. I felt reasonably confident that I had secured at least the immediate future for Lora and me. I cast longing looks in her direction. I was certain that if I didn't fuck her soon I would explode from sheer frustration. Lora and Me Part Two by Alasder It was almost a whole month before we could return home. Lora and I settled in immediately. It took Rolf another few weeks to get back to 'normal'. He did a lot of work from home which required the presence of the sexy secretary in the house. We generally ate together, for a while with meals brought in by an outside caterer or in local restaurants at weekends, but that was as far as any social intercourse went. Otherwise, the adults stuck to their routine and their territory and we were content in ours. There was no doubt that the honeymoon of our early days was over. It was obvious that the original idea of taking us from the orphanage had been Clara's. Nor could we pretend that the house had not been partitioned; a couple of times Lora was severely reprimanded with more than required severity for trespassing out of her space into compromising and embarrassing situations. "They were making naughty on the floor," Lora giggled. She was not the full one hundred cent dollar when it came to an intellectual exercise, but the kid was observant. "And swearing at each other!" She could give me intricate and intimate details; I learned in the orphanage that information is marketable and extremely functional. "They kept on saying 'fuck' to each other!" I was perfectly happy playing with Lora, mostly in the secret corners of the garden, climbing trees, Lora first, of course, (I have never tired of looking at her apparatus), digging and planting, rolling on the lawns. We only retreated indoors when the weather was too unfriendly to be outside. I attended to her little accidents and emergencies, and nursed her and bathed her. I supervised her home assignments from school and made sure that everything she returned was absolutely factually correct and in her own handwriting. She slept in my bed where we resumed our kissing and licking sessions and sexual experimentation. I fondled her and she sucked me or jerked me nightly, and it was going to be only a matter of time before I started to fuck her for real. I did all the chores I had done before, like taking the trash can down to the end of our road where the garbage collectors could empty it, and collecting the letters from the box where the mailman left them. Lora and I did most of the washing- up after meals at home. We were picked up by the school bus service from the end of our road and dumped there on the return trip. And gradually, degree by degree, life became much as it had been before Clara's murder. From what I could see, apart from one or two extra security devices, Rolf's promise 'to see that it didn't happen again' did not count for much. We did have more frequent visits from the sheriff or his deputies, but these very soon became routine as Mrs. Klotsky, our newly acquired 'daytime only' housekeeper, plied them with coffee and cookies. Mrs. Klotsky was the common-law wife of the man who came two or three times each week to tidy up the garden. The one worry that lingered, even when the trauma of Clara's death began to evaporate, was that we, Lora and I, would find ourselves back in the orphanage. I did not have a great deal of faith in Rolf Schelden's assurances. We were already in the advanced stages of parental neglect: he never enquired about our progress at school or supervised home tasks, never insisted that we brush our teeth or wash behind our ears, never gave a thought about the things we ate, and could not have cared less about what we did when we were alone or together! At bath time and bed time, Lora and I ran naked around the house, we slept naked, and never once did he reprimand us. One of the first things I did on the day of our return to the house, before Mrs. Klotsky arrived, was to visit the kitchen on the pretence of fetching my kid sister a cold drink from the fridge. Everything seemed to be in place. Except for the carton of French cream cheese! It had been the most expensive brand on the market and not top of a farm worker's shopping list. I could feel the eels wriggling in my gut again. I assumed that a thieving cop had removed it; I could hardly bring myself to believe that they could connect it in any way with Clara's death. Perhaps Clara herself had taken it. But why kill what was already dead and her skull had been smashed in beyond possible recognition, which for some reason made it seem unlikely. Anyway, it was gone, and, in a way, I was relieved! For the one inescapable fact was that I had intended to kill the woman - I really meant to end the life of another human being and the cream cheese had been a very evident reminder of the fact. Murder had become part of our daily diet on television, so much so that we took it for a fact of life without it having a great deal of significance. But gazing at the spot where the cream cheese had been on the tray in the kitchen fridge suddenly brought it home to me that murder had become something more than a statistic or a feature of a television program as far as I was concerned; it was something that somehow had become part of my life and, more than that, somehow it made me responsible for Clara Schelden dying. I kept an eye on the local television news and on the newspaper headlines and listened to the local radio station, half expecting to learn of some unexplained death by poisoning, but nothing significant surfaced. I argued that perhaps the snail was the wrong type or that the poison had not worked with cheese, but I found myself difficult to convince. I tried to forget it. But it wouldn't go away. There was use trying to pretend it was all a bit of childish fun. I was nearly twelve and the awful realization slashed into my brain: I was a potential killer. Not only had I genuinely intended to murder Clara for sexually abusing me, the fact persisted that the poison I had prepared may still be in circulation and may be used to effect on some unsuspecting victim. Perhaps it ran in the family. Perhaps that was why I landed up in the orphanage in the first place. Perhaps my father and grandfather had been killers. I even considered going to the police to confess, but concluded that was the most direct route back to the orphanage and would almost certainly mean that I would be separated from my adopted sister. I couldn't live with that thought. I sought solace in Lora's body. I stripped her on the least excuse and studied and touched her most tender spots and kissed her all over; I had become obsessed with the kid in a kind of guilt-ridden sublimation. At least once every day from the time we returned to the house she sucked me off or jerked me or I shot off between her thighs. I even had a go at her backside as she lay naked on our bed, but it hurt her so much I had to give up. I also had an attempted assault on her pussy, again with no greater success. In return I pampered her and petted her and ran and fetched and carried for her; anything she wanted I would get for her, lawfully or criminally, if I could. As time passed we became inseparable. Only dimly was I aware that she needed me as much as I wanted her. I started junior high when I was thirteen. It was a couple of miles beyond the elementary school. It was a tearful Lora who left the bus without me for the first time. She stood at waved at the school bus until it was out of sight. I truly felt sorry for the kid. I couldn't concentrate on my new surroundings and had to be chastised by a couple of the teachers. The junior high was a newly constructed affair and even the principal, his staff and everyone else were obviously having as much difficulty as I was in settling in to the routine, and I suspected that I was being used as a scapegoat and whipping boy -- students and staff alike knew that I was orphanage fodder which was tantamount to be a leper in our corner of the woods. The outcome was that for that first week, we were released mid-afternoon, a good couple of hours early. I left the return bus at the elementary school and kicked my heels in the dust until the screaming kids poured out. Lora ran to me at the main gate of the school. She was in tears. "Billy Gallacher touched me!" she exclaimed and pointed a finger at her crotch. "Here" She prodded herself. "And Barney Wester!" "Gallacher?" My stomach churned. Billy Gallacher was the school bully, a thick-necked ape of a boy. He was fourteen, but stupid, quite literally, totally dead intellectually. There was no other place for him to go, so he was kept back at the elementary school to do repetitive basic learning skills and to help the janitor shift furniture and clean out the toilet facilities. The important thing was that he was nearly twice my size and marginally insane and should quite properly have been institutionalized. The other boy, Wester, was an over-weight nonentity who went from one companion to another - anyone who would tolerate him. "We were playing touch football," Lora sobbed. "He burst into our game. He and Barney Wester. They pushed me to the ground and pulled up my dress and pulled down my panties and touched me." She prodded her finger again into her crutch. "Here!" She was trembling with outrage and the tears poured from her. I saw Gallacher with his gang. Most of them lived around the school and did not come and go by bus. Billy Gallacher himself was the only son of a nearby local tenant farmer, notoriously incompetent and idle, and a sex pervert who fucked indiscriminately, human and animal, kin and stranger. The boys were a motley collection who usually hung around Gallacher because they were afraid of being dissociated from him; they haunted the school playground until the other kids had dispersed. I told Lora to get into the bus and go home. I approached the group of boys. My knees were trembling, serpents wriggled in my gut. But the vision of some ignorant lout touching my sister in places I regarded as my personal, private and exclusive territory fired my steel. "You touched up my kid sister!" I put as much aggression into my voice as I could. I was sure the clown, stupid as he was, would sense my lack of confidence and hear the tremor in my voice. "Yeah!" The thick lips curled like a savage dog. "What of it? Nice touch! Neat little cunt! And tomorrow I might fuck her." He turned his head to share his sneer with his followers. "We all might fuck her." That was my chance. I hit him on the side of the face between his right eye and the top of his ear. I had seen the maneuver in many fights in the orphanage. I threw everything I had into the punch for I knew, in a fair fight, he would have mauled me. The effect was even more dramatic than I could have anticipated. For fully five seconds he stood transfixed, rooted to the spot with the silly grin spread across his face. His arms had dropped loosely by his side. His eyes turned heavenwards until only the white showed, then very slowly the eyelids closed. He collapsed. There was a gasp of shock from his supporters, but no one could have been more surprised than I was. However, I had to put a brave face on it. I knelt by the face and pressed a thumb into the tender spot behind his ear and could feel the pulse. I waited, several minutes, until there was a flicker of life from his eyelids then pressed heavily - another evil trick picked up in my previous existence. I released the pressure when I guessed he was about to pass out again. I spoke softly to his ear. "If ever you as much as look at my kid sister, ever again, I'll kill you!" It was no idle threat; my mind was rapidly working out how I could get the idiot to ingest the excrement of my gastropodic ally. My earlier guilt complex had vanished. "You and your whole family!" I took hold of his throat and pressed tightly. "Do you understand what I am saying?" The eyes opened widely. Sheer amazement was written plainly on the blank face. He nodded feebly. His lip trembled. "Sorry, Robbie," he stuttered. "It was a joke!" I stood and placed a foot on his ankle and pressed. I felt a bone crack. The fourteen year old yelped in agony. I turned to the other boys and scowled. "Where is Barney Wester?" The tubby red haired boy gasped, swung from the group and wobbled away as if the demons of hell were at his heels. The others snickered self- consciously and shifted uncomfortably then began to drift away. I looked one last time at the boy on the ground. I now felt sure of myself. I was no longer afraid of him. In fact, I felt some pity. "I don't want to make a big deal out of this, Gallacher," I said, "and I don't want to make a regular habit of knocking you about. But I will if I have to. Do you understand what I am saying to you?" Again the head nodded. The jaw dropped open. He was writhing in pain and attempted to clutch his injured ankle. "Tomorrow you will apologise to my kid sister in front of your gang. If you don't I'll be round at your place in the evening, and if I don't see you, I'll beat the shit outa your sister or even your dad!" The thought of tackling the mad monster of a woman that was his mother was too much to be taken seriously. I really felt good. I helped him to his feet. I brushed him down when I noticed the school janitor coming in our direction. I swung away with as much nonchalance as I could muster. My feet did not seem to touch the earth as I walked homeward. I imagined myself as super-hero. I decided I would enjoy Lora in bed that night. Indeed, as soon as I got inside the house I took her to our bedroom, stripped her and checked that her cherry was still intact then jerked off over her belly. It was about six months after the Gallacher episode that Paulette, the zoomph of a secretary, moved into the house on a permanent (or so they thought) basis. She arrived in a private cab followed by a couple of mini-furniture vans. Removal men spent all morning and part of the early afternoon carrying in bits and pieces and rearranging what was already in the house. Lora and I had a couple of days off school - it was an official holiday. We kept as much out of the way as we could, but Lora was curious about the stuff the woman had brought. It was the first time ever that she asked me to take her back home when we went on our bicycle outing to the old frontier post, and in the afternoon she declined the invitation to the play park in the town. In bed on that second night after the secretary had moved her things in, Lora was able to give me an inventory of all the possessions the woman had brought. "She has a gun!" My blood curdled. I hated guns; they spelt trouble, and a fast track back to the orphanage. For several nights I found it difficult to get to sleep. Clara Schelden had been a pathetic, passive soul; despite her protests in my presence, she would allow her husband to walk over her. Paulette was something else again, and not one to allow her affections to be tampered with, and I had visions of her turning a gun on Rolf, and of us, Lora and I hurtling back through time to that fucking orphanage. After about a week of inner turmoil I decided that something had to be done! But what? An accidental poisoning so soon after Clara Schelden's murder was almost certain to arouse the suspicion of the most easy-going lawman, and no matter which direction the wind of suspicion blew, Lora and I would pay the ultimate penalty. No matter how I approached the problem, the end result always seemed to add up to Lora and I were destined for the orphanage. We existed on the proverbial knife edge and the slightest disturbance of the balance could ruin everything. Lora and I continued to run naked about the place. Paulette showed no inclination to suck me or fuck me; as a matter of fact, I was shattered at the complete apathy with which she regarded us or ignored us. Mrs. Klotsky spent longer hours in the house, and slept in on several occasions when Rolf and the concubine secretary had reason to be away from home. And then, once again the wheel of fate took an unexpected turn. I had never considered myself to be particularly good at anything. Orphanage kids are conditioned to consider themselves lucky if they can keep a nose above the water-level of mediocrity. At junior high school, it was discovered that I had a special aptitude for numbers; I was in the top section in all my math classes and on a couple of occasions when it really mattered I secured top marks in examinations. It was a time when pressure was put on the educational system to produce mathematicians and scientists. I achieved some sort of fame in a national competition and appeared on television as an orphan who showed promise and could make it to the top. The one thing that Rolf Schelden readily associated with was public success where he could get even a passing mention. He appeared as my mentor and guardian on television and avowed to millions of witnesses that my future was secure in his hands. And it went without saying: Lora's future and mine were inseparable! Rolf also at that time took a greater interest in our welfare at home, asked about our health and hygiene, was a bit more careful about the things we ate, made sure we were properly dressed with the help of Paulette and Mrs. Klotsky. On the odd occasion when the secretary was absent, he also showed more interest in Lora as a budding beauty and demonstrated more affection than he had even done since that first ever time he had blown a kiss on her naked pussy at bath time. I made a vow to intensify my supervision; any kind of sexual advance, I promised myself, and Rolf was dead. I questioned her nightly about the things Rolf said and did to her in my absence and made her promise to tell me if ever placed a finger where it ought not to go. And all this time my own sexual activity with my kid sister was becoming more and more intimate and intense. By my sixteenth birthday, I knew I had to fuck her for real. It was also around my sixteenth birthday that I noticed that the peculiar smell of the orphanage, and the almost uncanny coldness, had completely gone from Lora's body - it had taken all these years quite literally! Lora was eleven. I still ensured that she washed herself properly, showered or bathed at least once every day. Rolf's reawakened concern for our welfare had waned and it was very much left to me again to see that my adopted kid sister was properly turned out for school and was socially acceptable in her dress and body hygiene - I even packed a spare pair of panties and a deodorant stick in her satchel. I was even applying a trace of coloring to her lips and face because the other girls at school has started putting on lipstick and eye-shadow. It was shortly after that she began to give off that distinct young girl smell deliberately designed to drive males crazy. After years of being shunned as an orphanage kid, she was invited to a number of birthday parties, and a couple of guys at the school had asked her out on dates. I took her to the parties and brought her home, and even let one of the boys take her out - with the threat that I would break both his arms if he tried anything on other than a goodnight kiss. Lora was less than enthusiastic about any of these extra-curricular, beyond-the-house activities where I was absent; she was bashful by nature, and to be honest, anything but educationally gifted. But she was mine! Nevertheless I insisted that she put in an appearance at the parties and tolerate an evening out with one of the boys. Then shortly after her twelfth birthday a series of events, insignificant on their own, one after the other tended to shift the direction of our lives. By pure chance I had come across one of the most useful books ever published in America - and one of the most blatantly ignored - called 'The Single Father (and the Growing Daughter)'. I found the information in the book slotted into my situation in almost everything I did with Lora in mind - even the chapters on the inevitability and the potential dangers of a developing sexual relationship and how to escape (or cultivate) them. The book also has the best practical advice anywhere on the onset of puberty. I read through the entire volume several times and made copious mental notes so that I would be ready for and able to deal with emergencies. Lora was accustomed to getting her injuries cleansed and bandaged by me. She had bled often, from her nose, from open wounds, or when she lost a tooth. Consequently it was no big deal when her periods started. She came to me. I explained menstruation and she accepted that it was a fact of life as natural as the occasion hiccup. After they became a regular feature, I marked them on her calendar so that she wouldn't be caught out in an embarrassing situation. I showed her how to use the simple sanitary towel and explained how later we would use tampons, and stressed the greater need to keep herself clean. It was this time, I think, that created the closest bond between us, and I, for the time being, assumed the role of single dad with a growing daughter. It was also one of the most sensitive times, for I still existed on the edge of a razor-sharp blade and would have readily killed anyone who as much as looked unkindly at Lora. Around that time there had been a series of child rapes in the county. There was even a case of an eleven-year old being made pregnant which led ultimately, through the recently introduced genetic testing, to the arrest and conviction of one of the rapists. One other black kid was gang-banged by a group of white supremist youths; she also became pregnant, but killed herself and the unborn baby with an overdose of pills. I had to make the point with Rolf, and for once in the blue moon cycle, he listened and agreed that something had to be done with regard to my kid sister. There were long stretches of the school day when I could not be with her, and the fact that I had been offered a place in the state university meant that these stretches would become longer. The outcome was that Lora was given the very latest contraception - a very simple needle jag which, the expensive medical consultant assured us, would last for the entire year. Her life would be unchanged: she would still have her monthly period, for instance, and feel normal sexual urges. Then relations between Paulette and Rolf began to show signs of stress. I helped in this! END *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* The author does not condone child abuse, this story is meant as an erotic fantasy not real life. Anyone acting out such scenarios in "real life" can look forward to many unproductive years getting it up the butt by a fellow convict in their local prison. *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Kristen's collection - Directory 27