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Jacking Off For Girls
by Vijay Martinez (lobo_loco_6666@hotmail.com)

***

An erotic essay about how I like to jack off for girls 
ever since I was a teen. It's something of a CFNM 
fetish. (MF, exh, mast)

***

Back in the day when ff.net allowed erotic stories like 
these, one reviewer wanted to know more about why & how 
I liked to jack off in front of girls as a teenager. I 
wrote most of this as a reply to her email, later I 
expanded it and posted it on a few sites. It's an essay 
and not a story but it's raw and explicit so why not 
share?

I like to jack off in front of a girl for the rush of 
adrenaline. It always makes me excited and nervous to 
know that I'm going to get naked (while she stays 
clothed) and that I'm going to show her in full my cock 
and balls and all they and my body go through from the 
moment my little, soft penis twitches to life to the 
point when I ejaculate, shivering and shaking for her. 

Most boys might be too shy or embarrassed about it, 
fearing they might be humiliated by her but I'd rather 
let her see what's going on because, I guess, I'm an 
exhibitionist and I don't mind if she laughs or makes 
fun.

I like to do it in my room 'cause it's just most 
comfortable there, but I can do it (and have done it) 
in many other places. But in my room, the girl usually 
sits on the edge of the bed so that when I stand in 
front of her she gets to see everything from the right 
perspective.

If I'm hard, I'll hug her so my privates brush against 
her face. That pressure on my cock, especially my cock 
head, gives me an added little bit of pleasure. It all 
makes my dick throb and I ask her if she can feel that. 
Sometimes she does, sometimes she doesn't, but I like 
her to feel it...it's like, I want her to feel what 
just the thought of what I'm going to do for her does 
to my cock.

But most of the time, if it's a girl who's new to me, 
I'm too anxious to get an erection. I'm breathing hard 
and I'm shaking, so it's just too distracting to get 
hard right away. And, as strange as it sounds, I like 
it better when the encounter starts off that way.

I hold my breath when I pull my shorts down and expose 
my cock and balls just inches from the girl's eyes. I 
reach under my sac and tug it just in case any of it is 
caught between my legs, that way my privates hang 
loose. I also tug my dick if I think it's way too small 
and soft. Its color is just a little darker than the 
rest of my skin and when it's flaccid the difference is 
very noticeable. 

My foreskin totally covers my cock head and its excess 
droops at the tip. My sac's looks depend on how hot or 
cold it is: if it's warm then the skin is loose and 
lighter, if it's cold then it's scrunched tight and 
forms these ridges that are rough (and yet smooth) and 
very ticklish.

I stand there like that "presenting" my package to the 
girl and I wonder what she thinks. I'll ask if she 
likes what I've got or what she sees. I get a lot of 
reactions, but I like the honest ones best, even if 
they might not be too "nice." In fact, the more 
"critical" the better 'cause it tells me she's looking, 
she's "taking notes" and maybe she'll tell other girls 
about what she saw (I hope!)

I feel my cock twitch and I look down and see what I'm 
"puffing" getting wider and longer with a series of 
pulses. I spread my legs so I dangle even more and I 
ask the girl if she'd like to cup my balls. (A lot of 
times I beg even if I know she'll do it.) I love it 
when girls hold me by the balls, there's just nothing 
like it, I'm in such a vulnerable position and she 
knows it and I hope she likes it. 

I've been held a lot of ways: some like to be rough and 
others soft. I like it all, but I like it even more 
when she explores. Palming my scrot or bouncing my 
balls or rolling my skin between her fingers, that sort 
of stuff. Whatever she does, at that point my dick's 
twitching increases and I moan and groan. With each 
strong throb I get longer, stiffer.

I LOVE it when the girl rolls back my foreskin! (When 
she's never seen an intact boy I always reassure her 
that she's not hurting me.) All she does it put the 
tips of her thumb and index fingers onto the rim my 
foreskin makes when it's around my glans and as soon as 
I feel her touching my skin I react with a shock. A 
rush of adrenaline. It never fails. My heart races and 
my breathing gets out of control. My eyes water and my 
face controls like I'm holding back pain.

As she continues to retract my foreskin, sometimes my 
knees shake or my hips buck but usually, with a few 
grunts and winces, I can hold my body's reactions back.

When a girl plays with my cock and balls this way I get 
very erect and very excited right away. A feeling 
starts to build up just under the tip of my dick. At 
first it's like the sensations I get just when I'm 
about to pee. 

Then, as I get more and more stimulated, that "wet" 
feeling gets harder and harder to ignore. By the time 
she's got my whole head exposed and pulled my foreskin 
as far back as it goes that feeling of urgency is there 
and it's almost impossible to keep my hands off my 
cock.

Now I really begin to lose it 'cause now my dick craves 
any and all attention. It just needs to be touched or 
fondled or kissed or sucked or whatever the girl's 
willing to do. Basically, if it's not being hurt it 
feels really, really good.

I spread my legs further and it exaggerates my jerky 
motion.

When I'm alone it takes me a while to cum but in front 
of a girl who's watching my every move I cum much more 
quickly. I wrap my hand around my shaft and stroke. I 
start slowly, making sure that the action takes place 
around the rim of my helmet-like head 'cause that's one 
of the most sensitive parts of my body. I end speeding 
the pace and as I react more erratically I get my 
foreskin involved by having it roll up and down with my 
fist.

That pressure at the tip of my dick gets unbearably 
pleasurable. I make gasping, grunting sounds and when I 
try to speak I'm so out of breath I stutter. I thrust 
my head about, I grind my hips. My ball sac gets 
smaller and tighter and with that a new sensation 
builds inside between my legs.

 Again it reminds me of peeing, like if I my bladder 
was full and I really, really had to pee. That's what 
it's almost like. And then my body tightens, my face 
contorts, my teeth clench, I squeeze just like I might 
if I wanted to stop a running stream of pee. That's "my 
moment" when I know I can't hold it back anymore, 
that's when I start to cum.

I'm off in a daze when it happens, crying out things 
like "oh, god," or "I'm gonna cum" or something. For 
those few moments I can't control the way my body 
reacts, I can't stop from shaking and trembling and it 
becomes almost painful to stroke my cock anymore. As I 
shot my load, it's pure male biology at work. I just 
stand there, in front of the girl, totally helpless and 
vulnerable.

At first I found that when I was very excited I'd shot 
my load a few inches. But if I jacked off regularly 
that happened less and less. My cum then tended to 
dribble but I don't mind 'cause the pleasure of it is 
the same. The first couple of shorts the pangs are deep 
and exhausting but when the muscles relax and the 
white, hot juice drools out I get a little jolt of 
euphoria. 

Think of it like holding onto a really heavy weight for 
a long time and then letting it go. When you're holding 
it it's frustrating (and tiring), that's what the start 
of my cum feels like. Then when you let go of the 
weight it's relaxing and that's what the end of it 
feels like. After a few shots, though, the intensity 
drops and my cock and balls go back to their flaccid 
state.

Soft, again, I like to ask the girl if she'd kiss or 
hold my privates. I love it when she's so fascinated by 
my body and how it works that she "explores" me without 
my even asking to be touched. I ease down onto her lap, 
sitting or straddling, and hold onto her waist until I 
regain my strength.

All of this, from start to finish, doesn't take more 
than a few minutes. And since it's just me jacking off 
the girl doesn't do much or say much. But by the way 
she's looking at me I hope she enjoyed the show. Some 
like watching me jerk off others like watching me cum. 
If I don't tell her as I stroke then I tell her after I 
cum that it's ok if she wants to reach out and touch my 
privates. 

I tell her it feels so good when a beautiful girl 
touches my cock and how much I just need her hands 
cupping my balls or holding my cock or ticking my head 
as I squirt. What I really, really love, though, is 
when they laugh or giggle or get excited at the sight 
of my cumming. I don't know I love it but I do.

**

So, there you go, that's about the whole essay. I did 
find another, but it wasn't as coherent as this one and 
I don't think there's anything I can do with it. This 
was the best of the two and I hope you enjoyed it! If 
you've got any questions or comments you can email me 
at lobo_loco_6666@hotmail.com or vmartinez@writing.com

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It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with
others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't
okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than
a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime,
so take good care of it!
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