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This story may be freely distributed for personal use with this notice attached. -------------------------------------------------------- Dr. Judy: The Case File of Mark & Millie - 1 (MMF, rom, mc, cuck, intr, preg) by C.D.E. & Es2c (ccwriter@hotmail.com) *** Mark and Millie, who are engaged, are having relation- ship problems. They are seeking the professional help of Dr. Judy, a Relationship Counselor, in an attempt to resolve their differences. Differences that Mark believed to be un-resolvable, that is, until he came under the counsel of Dr. Judy and was subjected to her unusual therapies. *** C.D.E.: Es2c and I have finally collaborated on a tale. This saga of Dr. Judy's (a new character for both myself & Es2c) involves her encounter with Mark & Millie. The story seeks to combine themes from my "Family Bonding" & "Mother Debbie" series, and Es2c's "The Group". Es2c: First. I must say it is a pleasure for me to finally work collaboratively with C.D.E. on developing a story that seeks to meld themes from both our fantasy interests. NOTE: This story is not designed to be a quick read, but rather to bring out subtle nuances of wry erotic humiliations experienced by the main character of focus - "Mark". Our goal was to purposely fill this tale with prose that would titillate those who are into mild FemDom and forced male feminization, and of course, cuckoldry themes. ENJOY! Works of both authors can be found at www.asstr.org, look under authors (free site). CAST: Mark - Fiance/Husband Millie - Fiancee/Wife Dr. Judy - Relationship Counselor PROLOGUE: My name is Dr. Judy. I'm a personal relationship counselor. My specialty is assisting couples in resolving problems which threaten the harmony and/or stability of their relationship. The case study for review this time involves Mark and Millie (not their real names). They were engaged at the time I initially began counseling them. Through my efforts, they went on to resolve their problems, which threatened to break up their engagement, and went on to get married. It has now been some 11 plus years since their wedding. What contributed to me presenting this case was a testimonial from mark thanking me for my help over the years, now that he and Millie are married and have 5 children. With he and Millie's concurrence and valuable aid, this case will be presented from not only my perspective, but also that of the principle person I counseled and provided therapy to over the years - Mark. Mark gratefully even turned over his recent reflective writings as well as a diary he secretly kept while I worked with the couple in resolving their marital differences over the years. The story will be written primarily from Mark's perspective, including select excerpts from his diary. You'll also see my professional comments interspersed through out. CHAPTER 1: THE BEGINNING My name is Mark. My wife's name is Millie and we have been married now for some 11 years and also have 5 kids. Things have not always been rosy for us. Early in our engagement, I discovered that Millie was cheating on me with not one, but several tall, macho, muscle bound, jock type guys. In reference to myself, I'm not handsome, tall, well built, or the jock type. I'm only 5'5" and weigh about 135 pounds - which puts me on the light side compared to the men I discovered she's been secretly slipping around with. In a way, I could understand a girl like Millie desiring such handsome, well-built guys, but it appeared she was more of a tramp for them than seeking serious relationships. That really disturbed me, since she it was me she appeared to be trying to establish a serious relationship with, but all the while she was having lurid and lascivious relationships with her many other studs. To add fuel to the fire, Millie denied me sexual intercourse prior to us getting married. You see, I was a 24 year old virgin, as well as very inexperienced sexually. Millie wanted me to save myself for her on our wedding night. Believing her intentions to be honorable, I respected her wishes about pressuring her for intercourse. She did however, introduce me to Cunnilingus, or oral sex on her, to sort of make up for me not being able to "put it in" her. This was something new to me, but it did please me to be able to be intimate with her and to provide her pleasure too. And it was obvious that she got off quite well under the actions of my flitting tongue and sucking lips. Millie refused to orally do me because she said it was much too much like me penetrating her, which I had to wait to do until we were married. I saw her point, and we went along with her desire for me to masturbate for her each time after I'd performed oral sex upon her rather tasty and juicy muff. I was a bit shy about jerking off in Millie's presence, but she insisted. She said it would bond us even closer. She won me over and I did as she wanted. After becoming engaged, it was then that I accidentally discovered that Millie was cheating on me. Millie revealed to me that she had been having sexual relations with several boyfriends she'd dated before we began our relationship. Needless to say, I was very distraught over all this. I knew any future relationship between us was doomed, even though I adored and loved Millie dearly. She truly was the girl I longed to have as my wife. In short she was the dream of my life. She had a stunning figure then, and today is still very beautiful. Despite her having have been pregnant 4 time, with one of those deliveries being twins. She has retained her shapely figure which still turns men's head when she walks by. Millie is a brunette and has a classic hourglass figure. Her face is very photogenic and her hazel eyes are so enticing. Needless to say, as I am attracted to her, so are many other men. In a vulgar way of putting things, one might say Millie is a "dick magnet". However, I digress, and am getting ahead of myself. But back then, her deceiving me with her many sexual relations with other guys was just too much for me to tolerate, hence the reason I was about to terminate our relationship a year before we eventually got married. When I confronted Millie about my discovery of her sordid activities, she sought to explain to me why I shouldn't be upset at her for her deception. I hated to do it, but I knew I had to break up the relationship. Millie and I had several discussions about what she'd done and my hurt feeling. Her sort of cavalier explanations and rationale made things even harder on me. I remembered one of the last discussions we had about the matter before we started our counseling sessions with Dr. Judy, the Relationship counselor. "Mark sweetheart, I'd been trying to come up with a way to tell you what you discovered on your own. I want you to know darling that I don't love you any less or disrespect you in any way, because of my liaisons with the guys. It's you I truly love." "B-But Millie, if y-you t-truly love me, w-why..." "Why did I sleep around? Well Mark, it's because I love you, that's why I went out with other guys. I knew they could handle my pussy much better than you could with your little prick." "B-But Millie, I-I remember y-you saying I-I was small. B-But y-you assured me that my s-size wouldn't make any difference." "I meant that darling, that is between you and I, because I didn't see your little cock as the primary instrument of sex between us darling. I saw the big dicks of other men as the main stay of satisfying intercourse for me, even after we were married. However, I see your mouth and tongue as the mainstay of very satisfying marital sex between us. It's this sort of arrangement I was desirous of, that I didn't know how to present to you. With you being a virgin and your background of sexual inexperience being limited, I knew I had to come up with a way to work up to all this with you." "M-Millie I-I still can't believe y-you've deceived me so. Y-You seriously can't believe I-I would e-ever a- agree to such an-an outlandish a-and outrageous situation where o-other men would be having intercourse with my wife a-a-and I would be relegated to-to basically giving oral sex, a-and especially with t-their stuff s-still in y-you. Millie, I-I get so-so upset when I-I think about all this. I-I don't care h-how lit..., er, h-how less endowed I-I am." "Mark honey, after we're married, I'll let you put it in me the way other guys do me now. That is from time to time. However, I may get busy with the guys, and occasionally, I may be too tired to let you do me. But I promise you I'll continue to help you jack off, just like I have several times since we've been engaged. Like I've told you many times, it gives me a thrill to see you jacking off after you've sucked me out." "M-Millie, I-I'm having a hard time with all this. The nonchalant a-and matter-of-fact way you talk about this doesn't help one iota. It's so-so unbelievable w-we're even having this discussion. I-I have to say this, e- even if it hurts you. B-But I-I just feel you've taken advantage of me b-because I-I am s-so inexperienced." "Not taken advantaged of, but sought to build a wonderful loving relationship around it despite you being virginal and less of a man between your..., well you know what I mean darling. And never think I mean to hurt you in any way when I say you have a short little dick, Okay? Now where was I? Oh yes, you know saving your virginity for me means so much to me, and your mother too, I might add. So when I discovered what an excellent pussy sucker you were, I cast all my concerns of our incompatibility to the wind. I knew I really loved you and had to have you as my husband, despite that you would need help satisfying my pussy from other men with bigger dicks." "M-Millie, t-that's so-so insensitive. P-Plus there is j-just no-no excuse for y-you having fed m-me a-and had me eating t-their stuff out of you j-just because I-I-I didn't know what it was. Y-You knew h-how gullible I-I was. I-I'd never done o-oral sex before. You taught m-me how to l-lick a-and suck y-you out. It-It meant so much to me to-to please you that way. I-I just don't think you respect me-me at all." "That's not true. I do respect and love you dearly Mark. As I've repeatedly told you sweetheart, it was an accident the first time I had you mouth me out after I was freshly fucked and there were traces of spent jism in me. However, that eat out by you of my juicy, but previously fucked pussy, was so ecstatic and delightful. And to add to all that, you too raved about how tasty and tangy I was too and how good it was for you that time too. In other words, Mark, the joyous feeling was just too sweet for me to not give us both that delightful experience again." "Millie, y-you have such a way of explaining things a- and making this situation seem not as catastrophe as I see it. I-I really don't see where us going to a relationship counselor is going to help matters. I-I just can't see h-how I-I, with any self respect, can continue our engagement or even think about doing the things you're expecting of me." "Personally Mark, I see you as over reacting about all this. And I believe your mother shares my viewpoint too. But even if you don't do it for me, do it for her." It was shortly after that conversation with Millie that we began seeing Dr. Judy about the problems I had with continuing our relationship. I personally was not excited about doing so, but Millie's mom, and especially my mother, insisted. It was troubling to me that my mother agreed with Millie's perception of things. That is, that I was over reacting about Millie's lascivious activities with other men, while denying me sexually as well as having me taste the results of her sexual liaisons with those other men. Mom seemed genuinely sympathetic to my concerns, but her words made me feel just as uncomfortable as Millie's did. "Mark dear, as your mother, I only want what's best for you. You really love Millie. It's so easy to see you do. However, I do feel your pain at your perception of her having done you a misdeed." "M-My perception! A misdeed? Mother I-I can't believe you're t-taking this s-so lightly." I stammered in a loud reply. "Now Mark, there is no need for you to raise your voice at me! I'll not have you speaking in that tone to me. Now apologize this instant!" "I-I'm sorry m-mother. I-I apologize. I-I'm just upset about..." "I realize you're upset dear, but as I was about to say, you also must realize that in life, we sometimes have to accept compromises to get what we want or need. I think that applies here in this situation with you and Millie." "Y-You do?" I replied in astonished tone. "Yes sweetie, it does. You have an opportunity to have a wife who is beautiful and charming, even if you're upset because she's also a bit more experienced sexually than you were aware of." "Mother! E-Experienced? She's a slut!" "SLAP!" The sound of mother's hand bouncing off my face seemed to echo around the kitchen as I fell to the floor. "Mark! I warned you about raising your voice at me or using that tone. Plus, I'll not have you calling Millie such words. You're talking about your future wife and my future daughter-in-law." "I-I'm sorry mother. It-it won't happen again. P-Please forgive me." I softly and meekly replied after recovering from being momentarily stunned from being knocked on my ass. Even though I'm 24, mother doesn't mind reminding me whose in charge in our house, which I still live in by the way. Mother and I continued our discussion for another 2 hours or so. In the end, she prevailed and persuaded me to do what Millie had wanted me to do. That is, to at least visit Dr. Judy to hear what she had to say. Reluctantly I went along with her suggestion. Well, really, it was more like a demand. You see, it's always been difficult for me to disobey mother, even though I'm an adult. She's very much a take charge and in-charge type, just the opposite of my personality. And with me being of small stature and her being big boned and taller than me, she can easily impose her self physically upon me too. Mother has continued to subject me to corporal punishment every since I was teen, even though I'm an adult now. She's whipped me several times since I was 21. Anyway, I cowed to mother's demand. I was scared enough to think she might be serious enough about me seeing Dr. Judy that she just might take me across her knees about the matter. Yes, as I said, she still spanks me if she sets her mind to it. I guess this is a good time to make a side note about size and personalities. Millie is half a head taller than my 5' 6" height, and as I have noticed on occasion, likes to have her way at times too. I call it her "mean streak". It's recently dawned on me as to that mother may feel some strange camaraderie with her for that reason, despite my misgivings about the horrendous way Millie has humiliated me, and evidently desires to continue to do so in the future. The other thing that puzzled me was how easily mother accepted Millie's explanation of her disgraceful lascivious activities, and took her side over mine, her own son. "Mark, Millie has a perfectly legitimate and sound explanation for what she did. I don't know why you're so obstinate about seeing things from her perspective. Maybe Dr. Judy can talk some sense into you." Mother said to me on the eve of when Millie and I were to have our first visit to see Dr. Judy. ***OUR FIRST VISIT TO DR. JUDY*** After Millie and I saw Dr. Judy on our first visit, Dr. Judy came to the conclusion that she wanted to only see me during the next visit. She further stated that I was to have several sessions alone with her in the future. It became rather obvious a short time into our first session with Dr. Judy, that she too assessed that Millie had done no wrong and that it was me that was looking at things askew. This not only angered me, but also alarmed me that no one except me seemed to perceive Millie as being the errant one in our engagement. But little did I ever think I would change my mind and indeed see that I was wrong and would apologize to Millie in a way I'd never imagined in my wildest of dreams. Little did I know that Dr. Judy's advice, counsel, and therapy would change my life forever. This revelation happened in only a month after my first session alone with Dr. Judy. I think it would be a good thing to give you the reader more details about my story if I go back in time to my first session alone with Dr. Judy. *****COMMENTS BY DR. JUDY***** Before we go further with Mark's story, it is important for the reader to note that in my professional judgment, it was best for Mark to adjust to Millie's needs on her terms rather than her attempting to compromise toward his desires. Millie is an attractive and self assured woman, who knows she is sexually desirable to men and is not ashamed to also add that she is also drawn to physically handsome men and actively seeks out sexual liaisons with them. She even described herself as a "dick magnet" and even indicated to Mark, that he needed to accept this as part of any future relationship with her, in order for their marriage to be harmonious. Millie did not hesitate to be forthright and honest in her feelings with Mark, something I was very impressed with this about her. This always seems to work out better for the couple's relationship, where there is a male who has a latent tendency to be timid, and a woman who is assertive and absolute. "Mark, I do love you dearly, but you must know, you just don't measure up to my expectations as a real man in bed, at least not physically. Emotionally, yes, you are the husband for me. You'd make a great helpmate and emotional soulmate. After you ate me out so wonderfully that first time, that is, after I had been thoroughly fucked by one of the guys, I saw this as a way for you to pleasure me, as well as compensate for your inadequacies. Mark I just can't describe how ecstatic I felt having your head in my wet crotch, and hearing and feeling you licking and sucking up after a real man had fucked me. Your mouthing actions, and your desire to pleasure me by suck-cleaning my pussy, stole my heart. If anybody is to blame for me getting hooked on your oral delights, you have nobody to blame but yourself. After all, I never thought of this before you did that for me, and it was just too good to stop you from doing it to me Mark sweetheart." "No Mark, it's not the same if I haven't been fucked before you do your sucking-out of my pussy." Millie replied quickly to Mark's suggestion that she get rid of her other "real physical men" and then it might be more acceptable for him to please her orally. It was at this point in the discussion that Millie asked my opinion, since I was a woman also, about her need for the dicks of her "real men" to complement Mark's skillful tongue and cunt vacuuming lips. Trying to stay neutral, I provided the couple the following comment: "Mark, I can see Millie's point of view here. From my case files, it's obvious that many women find it difficult to get along without the good feeling that only comes from deep penetrating coital intercourse, that is from a "reasonably endowed" male partner. No Mark, mouth to pussy coitus is at most an effective supplement - as in this situation between you two - but not a substitution for a robust and proper length of erect penis to vagina coitus." Mark, as I expected was very disappointed and unsettled with Millie's expectations for his role as her future faithful, the in-the-background soulmate cuckolded pussy sucking husband role. I didn't have to say it, but Mark knew he was the one that logically would have to make the greatest adjustments in there was to be a future relationship between he and Millie. However, he willingly agreed to come to the next session alone so that he and I could talk about his options, since it was obvious, he really did love Millie despite all that had happened. Now, let us resume with Mark's narrative. *****CHAPTER 2 DR. JUDY & I ALONE: SESSION #1******* "Mark in order to get rid of all the foolish self pride that's plaguing you from having a great relationship with Millie, you must first let yourself go of all negative pride." "Dr. Judy, I-I've never heard of negative pride. What does that mean?" "In simple terms, you must not be too proud to do what others expect of you, or to do what they need, or want you to do, despite how Society perceives it. In other words Mark, what Millie needs in your relationship is very logical when all the factors between you two, are taken into consideration. It's just a matter of you understanding and agreeing to do what needs to be done to capture this beautiful, free-spirited woman - who you admit that you love dearly - as your soulmate. "B-But like I-I told you earlier, after all she's done to me, I-I just can't see h-how..." "Don't say another word. You're being a defeatist and creating negative vibes. I'm trying to help you see the reality and the positive aspects of things here. Okay? You are open minded, are you not?" "W-Well I-I try to be Dr. Judy." "Well then, if you are, you'll try my therapy to rid yourself of negative pride and focus on the positive pride in this whole situation. If you do, I'm predicting you and Millie will be back together and both satisfied with your new relationship." "Y-You really mean that?" "Yes Mark I do. I'm sure the two of you will be happier than before. Despite that at the moment you're having a very difficult time not seeing her as nothing but a slut. That is, because of what you perceive as her cheating on you for the last 8 months." "I-I don't know what else you can call it Dr. Judy." "You might even call it needs satisfaction or relationship building, but definitely not being sluttish. Okay? But lets not dwell on that at the moment. Things will fall in place as we go. Trust me. Okay?" "O-Okay Dr. Judy." "Now Mark, we must try to envision you as removing all your value judgments about things like what Millie has done and had you participate in unknowingly over the last few months." "Y-You mean not seeing h-her dirty tricks a-and cheating on me or-or dating other m-men w-while I was home cleaning her apartment? O-Or her h-having me l-lick her p-p-pussy a-after s-she'd h-h-had sex with..." "Okay, that's enough, I get your point, but yes, all those things. However Mark, you must try to see her actions in a different light, not the negative derisive perspective you currently are stuck on." "Dr. Judy, a-as y-you probably can tell, it-it's going to be difficult for me to do that. I-I just can't bring myself to..." "Never say can't, Mark. However, I fully understand how you feel. But your feelings are all because of your false belief that you have to be manly to be a good partner and spouse to Millie. She's willing, and is very desirous of you being her husband, despite your not meeting her criteria as a "real man" physically. If she can accept you as being a lesser man, physically, why can't you?" "W-What? A-Are you saying I-I should willingly accept b- being a lesser man b-because she desires it?" "Mark, it's not really because she desires it. It's because you're basically that. You are under endowed, right? Can we agree on that?" "W-Well... T-That's not fair Dr. Judy. Besides, if-if Millie really loves me s-she should give up those other men and be faithful to me." "She's emotionally faithful to you Mark, even if she shares her body with other men. She's giving you the chance to fit in a marriage that is well suited for both of you. You just have to be as open-minded as you claimed to be, and not be wrapped up in your false assumptions of what you perceive the way things have to be. In your case, being less than a real man, physically, actually makes you more emotionally compatible to her." "I-I sort of s-see your point... I think. I-I guess, I-I just don't know h-how to deal with all this Dr. Judy?" "I understand how intimidating that can be for you Mark. However, that's why I'm here having this session with you. We have to build up your confidence to be a better man, emotionally that is. You can do it. All you have to do is put your mind to it." "O-Okay if you say so Dr. Judy." "And I do Mark. One of the first things we must work on is getting rid of your insecurities and false assumptions of believing you have to be physically, or mentally, macho to be a worthy partner and spouse to Millie. I want to start you on my Physical Attributes Negation & Subservience Inculcation Therapy. We sometimes also refer to it as P-A-N-S-I Therapy." ###END PART 1### In Part 2, Mark begins Dr. Judy's PANSI Therapy Part 2 will be posted by the end of October, or early November 2003. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * It's okay to *READ* stories about unprotected sex with others outside a monogamous relationship. But it isn't okay to *HAVE* unprotected sex with people other than a trusted partner. You only have one body per lifetime, so take good care of it! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Kristen's collection - Directory 25